wondering about my late grandpa
This is my fathers dad & he passed when I was only 6. I’m very spiritual myself, and for some reason I am constantly feeling him. I spent a lot of time with him as a kid, I remember him well and of course I miss him, but this feels on another level. I noticed the biggest sign during the attunement process of my Reiki certification (2021). I was 19 at the time and as I said, he died when I was so young that he wasn’t someone who was constantly on my mind. My Reiki practitioner began the attunement process by inviting my spirit guides and angels. He immediately came. I felt him loud and clear.
I also recently did a PandoraStar light session, and boom. There he was again. I know for a fact now that he is around me. It feels protective and full of love. I really, really want to know more information about him or our connection. Is he okay? Do you feel anything between him and my dad?
I have a lot of love for my dad, we have a weirdly strong connection. I’ve always had a crazy unconditional love for him that I can’t quite explain either. Him and the rest of my family always said how amazing my grandpa was. From my interactions that I remember as well as everything I’ve gathered from my family that knew him, he was really special. He got sick with pancreatic cancer and passed at only 56. I didn’t know this at all, but upon asking my mom more questions about him, during his last few months, he went to great lengths to not die. He was your traditional Catholic Mexican man, but had resorted to Psychic readings, Reiki treatments, he even saw healers who performed Candle Spells and different rituals for attempts at healing. I know that he didn’t want to die, and he tried everything to stay here.