I'm quitting cold turkey and I'm scared
That's all
I've got panic issues and depression and I'm really scared about how those things are going to mingle with my withdrawals.
I just wanted to vent. The feelings of hollowness, hopelessness and panic, I'm afraid of just how bad it's going to get. I really hope I can do it. I need to do it. There are people relying on me, cats too and I love them with all of my being. I don't want to let them down.