
One Month of Quareia
What I've Recognized
The mind is the most important regarding magick and even daily life.
My mind is always busy with something. When the fate brings you somewhere where we should listen, being still and silent are the most important skills one can have. Achieving this goal isn't easy and it requires plenty of practice of meditation. But we, at least I, put hindrances on my path.
I play a lot of video games. It became my relaxation and escaped place after work. My mind gets tired easily and meditation becomes incredibly hard for me to manage, thus the reason for video games. It is very easy to do, just open up your pc or your phone and get lost for hours. That's the thing though...
Being able to bore to death is a unique skill. I think one should practice it. Everything just attacks you, there's literal heaviness on your chest. But that's where the creative work starts. We are so addicted to constant stimulus, we are unable to sit still. What I've learned from my work with Quareia is that stillness is much more important than being able to conjure spirits.
I will uninstall all my gaming library, will try to find more creative hobbies and will try to focus on the task at hand more. Practice of meditation is very important for sure, but I think being mindful and still in day to day work teaches you more.