It happens when I have to be self-aware, like when I exercise, or when I need to let go and immerse myself in the plot of a book. Shame won’t leave me alone, and I keep replaying embarrassing events in my mind.
.She never deserves to be happy, not a single day of her fucking life.
She doesn't deserve to be happy when she's still taunting me on social media, showing how proud she is of the harm she's done to me.
She doesn't deserve for people to find her beautiful and kind after the pain she's caused me and the wickedness within her.
I hope she fails.
I hate conflict, but when I avoid it, I'm the one who pays the consequences, not the malicious person.
People love to provoke me and use me to vent their frustration.
I feel overexcited, like something amazing is about to happen, but it's not. I just want to feel at peace. How do you calm down when you want to?
Pour celles qui ont toujours de bons pères vous avez de la chance.
Mais pour les pères qui rejettent leur fille quand elles grandissent je dirais que c'est le fait de ne plus pouvoir la contrôler, c'est le fait qu'il n'aime pas les femmes et qu'elle en deviennent une et malheureusement je pense que des fois c'est une peur d'être attiré par sa propre fille.
Pour ma part mon père m'aimait quand j'étais enfant mais quand je suis devenue ado il a commencé à me persécuter, pourtant je suis une personne gentille mais il n'assume jamais rien, pas que moi.
It's when people who used to harass you, or people who saw you being harassed before, see you being harassed again by others.
It's when people you didn’t even know existed start harassing you, and you realize they had noticed you a long time ago.