u/Full-Rice-9287

I had to break up because of lack of future perspective. I love him, he says he loves me and didn’t want to break up, but we’re LDR and in all this time he still has no idea, or willingness to move forward towards a common path. He has his own relationship/family trauma, and is stuck in his own life, but I can’t keep giving precious time of my youth for something that maybe will never materialize. I feel so sad and broken. I really didn’t want to take this step, but it feels like the only reasonable choice for myself. I see it like an act of self-love/preservation.

Yet, I’m only human and hope is one hell of a drug. What could be the most likely outcome for the future? Will there be a better timeline for us, or will I move in different direction?

P.s My rising is a bit uncertain. Birth-time 10-11:00 am, when it changes from Cap to Aqua. My mother doesn’t know exactly.

I find myself at a point where I know I need to take action to change aspects of my life, and even knowing what I need to do, but I can’t bring myself to act. My longterm relationship is also being put in question. I am not sure we can find a way to move forward together.

I guess I would like some insight on what to expect in the near and far future. I realize it’s a period of important, if not unique transits.

My ASC could also be Capricorn on the other hand, since my mother has a vague idea about my time of birth being between 10-11 am, and they change in between.