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I just want to watch a movie that I don’t have to pick. What’s a movie that is your go to? The one you put on when you’re bored, sad, happy, or wanting background noise.

I think you know where I went. I didn’t want to leave but I had to for me to heal and grow. To be honest I’m still second guessing myself, but I know this was best for me.

I hope you have had an amazing year to heal and grow. Not a day goes by thinking “how could I have done better?” I wish I tried harder.

You will always have a spot in my heart no matter how much it’s confusing for me. I keep telling myself to move on and forget it. How can you forget the love we made and had for eachother? Through thick and thin you were my bestfriend, my partner in crime, and greatest joy in life. I could be a hopeless romantic, or I could be tricking myself into putting you on a pedestal. I’m not sure anymore. Well I do, but allI know is how you made me feel those 6 years.

I just wanted to say sorry. I know that’s empty now and far, far too late now. But I see where I went wrong and I plan on doing better with my next partner. Not that I didn’t want it to be you. I so desperately hoped it was you. I saw we were growing apart and didn’t want to hurt us. To hurt you.

The fast bright love you find in your 20s. You were mine. Still shining in my heart. You showed me how to be a better man. So I thank you. I thank you for dealing with my bullshit and still being there. I thank you for teaching me a gentler me. I thank you for showing me that I can cry and feel.

I Don’t know if you know how much of an impact you made in my life but I hope this unsent letter finds you to show you. No matter how much I am the villain in your life ( which I understand) I recognize it too, that love we had. I was mean and hurtful at times, and certainly didn’t make it easy. Hell, lord knows what tough times we endured together.

So thank you. Thank you for being you. The good, the bad, the patient, caring, and empathetic woman you are. If I Don’t meet you again, I want you to know I thank you. I hope your next partner can be a better lover for you. It’s the least you deserve. We all deserve that undoubtedly, no shame, full of beaming eyes of joy that love can give you. I had that with you at a time and I’m happy for it.

May love find you how you want to be found,

Monkey.

I miss my bestfriend.

The one who know all my inside jokes.
The one to laugh when I went FMR or said onion.

I miss my bestfriend.

The one who would listen to me when I rambled.
The one who would spend the entire night on the phone with me.

I miss my bestfriend.

The one who became a lover.
The one who taught me what I want out of love.

I miss my bestfriend.

The one who was there for my lessons.
The one who loved me for me.

I miss my bestfriend.

The one who didn’t see the man she built.
The one who showed me the joy and love this world has.

I miss my bestfriend.

The one I could tell about my day.
The one who listened.

I miss you.

About 2 months ago I tried getting my GeForce now to work for a couple games. Sadly it did not work. Now my computer completely died and I’m saving up for a new one. I missed the email saying I would be billed and got charged. Is there anyway I can get a refund so I can save up for a new computer?