u/Fun-Oil474

Summer starts next month and I am honestly completely dreading it. I’m so insecure about my body right now, and summer is the worst because you can't wear layers. there is only so much clothing you can physically take off when it's boiling outside. I usually like to hide out and feel secure in jackets and beanies, but I won't be able to do that soon without overheating. I'm genuinely so afraid to go out and show myself right now. On top of the body anxiety, I absolutely cannot stand the heat itself. I have a super low tolerance for hot weather because I just naturally run hot, and I already know I'm going to be blasting the AC all day long just to survive. I miss winter and autumn so much. Does anyone else feel trapped and anxious the second the weather starts warming up? I feel like everyone else is hyped for summer and I'm just counting down the days until September.

Does anyone else have a massive love-hate relationship with their period? Because I’m currently lying here with a heating pad and I’m so conflicted.

**The "Love" part (barely):**

It’s the best excuse ever. If my parents are annoying me or trying to get me to do stuff while I’m napping, I just mention I'm on my period and they immediately leave me alone. Zero questions asked. I feel zero guilt eating twice as many snacks and chocolate. My body is literally going through it, so I deserve the treats. Honestly, the best part is just the confirmation that the system is working and I’m definitely NOT pregnant. That relief is a whole vibe.

**The "Hate" part (the reality):**

I am so over the constant cleanup. I’ve ruined way too many of my favorite cute underwear and it feels like a crime scene half the time. Cramps are actual trash. Why does it have to feel like my stomach is being twisted in a knot? If I could just hit a button and never have a period again but still be healthy, I’d do it in a heartbeat.