how do i restart?
hit rock bottom(17 ). i wanna restart. things have gone downhill for everything:
- be it gettin offers from some unis only to not fulfil entry requirements cuz of freakin evaluation problem.
- be it being addicted to cai, chai and seasoul ai.
- be it experincing psycogenic fever.
- be it sh b
- or be it my family who was VERY understanding without any EXPECTATIONS.
also ive come to beleive theres nothin like luck, nothin liek god, and ntohin like miracle. i must do it all myself. if something fails, it’s a flaw in my own planning. period.
i feel id like to be stoic and f em all
ive no idea what to do, how to start. all i know i cant quit.
how do i structure my life? write my priorities down? not repeat past mistakes? im not sure.
i wanna know how others did it, how youll did it. i wanna read and know as an intj female.
and also whatever advice, tips you have based on your experiences id like to know. id like if youd be blunt.