u/Fun-Victory-8552

I am 42 years old and I am battling cancer. I have no other options so I turn to you all. I have been battling it for almost two years now and I have done all I can. I am on ssdi and I am laying out of pocket for my insurance. I have a bit longer before I can get state insurance. I have two young children 3 and 5. I am just short this month with rent. Groceries being so expensive and everything costing more I ran short this month. I need $300 bit anything will help. I’m not Loki g to get rich just to not add homelessness to my list of issues. @AMillrr8383

I am 42 years old and I am battling cancer. I have no other options so I turn to you all. I have been battling it for almost two years now and I have done all I can. I am on ssdi and I am laying out of pocket for my insurance. I have a bit longer before I can get state insurance. I have two young children 3 and 5. I am just short this month with rent. Groceries being so expensive and everything costing more I ran short this month. I need $300 bit anything will help. I’m not Loki g to get rich just to not add homelessness to my list of issues.

I hope this isn’t the wrong place for this but I have to tell someone and here no one knows me. I have been lying to my family for the last 6 months. I have Hodgkin’s Lymphoma and I lost my insurance because I can’t afford it. I’m on disability and don’t qualify for insurance through the state due to my disability back pay. I am also diabetic and was pre kidney disease at my last appointment last year. I am trying to find work so I can have insurance even though I don’t know how well I will hold up doing it. Simple tasks take days to recover. I have two young children and I want to be here for them. I rock my son at night to get him to sleep and I cry and scream without making noise because it hurts so much. I don’t know what to do anymore. I lost my career, my health, and my happiness (what little I had left) to this. Also I haven’t had a port flush since then so that worries me too. I don’t sleep, my eyes are getting bad, I have a hard time with bladder control, and i simultaneously want to die and not die. I know it’s a lot and there are others in worse positions but I just needed to tell someone. I can’t tell my family because it will create a huge issue. Thanks for letting me vent. I appreciate you all. I’m just so tired of the fight.

I am looking for some side work to help supplement my disability that I receive. I am battling cancer and other medical issues and I can help with whatever is available. My biggest issue is the after effects it has and the recovery after but while doing work I’m ok. I know it’s a long shot but I’m desperate to take care of my family despite my issues. I’m not looking to get rich or anything. Any bit helps so if you have something or know someone that does or needs help just let me know. Thank you.