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Sorry for the length.. but I start. (EDIT: I‘m sag sun, cancer rising, Pisces moon)

- For me the worst female friendships by FAR were with Leo sun / Capricorn girlies.

- I always got along semi well with Cancers/ Gemini / Aries sun girlies.

- And my best, most genuine friendships were with Scorpio, Libra, Aquarius & Pisces girlies.

Leo: Ironically all three of the best friends I ever had were Leo sun signs. In the beginning we always bonded really well and we were inseparable quite fast. I always found them similar to myself and fun but they have always schemed on me and betrayed me in the end. They all had stolen my entire personality under the premise of matching but they never actually wanted to match. Just basically wanted to one up me or (Ik it sounds conceited asf) wanted to be.
I had all of them' steal' opportunities, and men from me at some point. They had also all lied a lot. Not because it was necessary but just kind of compulsively, to appear cooler than they are.
They would copy me so much they’d even tell my stories or jokes as if they were theirs and they’d do it so much that they’d slip up and even do it when I was present. They also were extremely possessive, to the point they’d be mad if I did something with my other friends. If I invited them they’d decline but they’d ’retaliate' by excluding me from certain things in return. I also hated the boy-craziness. I was met with smear campaigns when I called out cheating or male centered behavior.

Capricorn: In general very respectable, fun and honest. Also usually get along well with them on a surface. But at the end of the day inhale how they keep tabs and score and the way they’re so stingy. Literally had a friend deny me a drink at a party she threw because she only bought 4 of those specific drinks and planned to drink them all. Those kinda things really annoyed me.

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Cancers: I got along well with them. They were always very nice and supportive UNTIL a man was involved. Got stood up for men, left alone at parties for men and it was always pretty insignificant men too. Not longterm boyfriends or fiances or husbands.. Just talking stages.

Gemini : Very kind. I have always got along well with them especially because we have a similar sense of humor. Some of my Gemini friends were literal comedians. WHAT I HATED about them though is the fact they’re often easily influenced by other people, a bit too clingy and most importantly they wouldn’t really follow their words at all. One day they’d say they hated a particular person and asked begged me for validation in their decision to cut them off and the next day they’d hang out with exactly that person.

Aries: Also very fun with similar humor. I loved that they were very spontaneous and affectionate BUT their constant need for validation really ticked me off. They’re often seen as confident but in my experience they were everything but that. It was mostly an act. I hated that they were taken advantage of so easily by men, but wouldn’t take my advice to change that even though they’d constantly ask for advice they knew they wouldn’t follow. Also sometimes a bit too bossy and comfortable with their expressions. Made me feel like a sidekick to their greatness that wasn’t allowed to outshine them.

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Aquarius: Very honest. Often the same opinions, morals and niche interest as myself. I love their awkwardness and I love how they don’t apologize for it. I also never felt like they were in competition with me. Just chill. Sometimes slightly performative but to nobody’s detriment.

Pisces: delusional when it comes to relationships but very receptive for constructive feedback and honest about their delusions. Very fun to speak to and honest. Sometimes their heartaches and drama prone behavior is annoying but they can turning off when need be. Also lovee their open ness to my hobbies or opinions. They don’t need to argue and be right all the time.

Scorpio: My match. Always got along well with them. Men were never even a topic let alone an issue. Always very supportive of my dreams and helpful. Never felt like they were keeping score on anything. Sometimes a bit harsh with their words but always from a genuine, loving standpoint. A bit hard headed when it comes to opposing their opinions but very demure at last.

Libra: Love these girlies. Very outgoing and understanding. Yes, they’re image is mostly carefully curated and planned out but I never felt in any type of competition with them. They’re too busy being harsh on themselves bcs perfectionists but it never made them a bad friend. They do take stuff slightly personal but I’ve got not experienced them wanting to actually grow and become better. Yes they do like to gossip but I know they have rankings and a good heart and are able to differentiate between things they can and can’t talk about. Very respectful and caring.

If you made it it this far, thank you for your time :)!
If you have any ranking of your own, similar or different experiences than me, feel free to share.

Besides many other "supernatural" stuff happening, I have been seeing shadow figures on and off since the age of 6.

When I was 15 it got really bad. They’d look realer than ever. Not just like shadows but like people in black body suits. They were crawling toward me and had red or white glowing eyes only. I had to turn on the lights for it to stop but at the same time I can’t sleep with lights so I was severely sleep deprived for 2 years straight (it happened every night).

At 17, I began consuming lettuce and it stopped my lucid dreams, well it stopped all my dreams aswell as the shadow figures crawling toward me at night.

Whenever I paused the lettuce for months or even just a week, everything would come back. And I mean everything :(. These creepy shadow figures returned and so even though I didn’t want to consume lettuce anymore I kept going because I knew I’d have a break from these scary shadows.

But now I have actually stopped consuming it alltogether and I don’t plan to go back but I want these things gone. I am so so scared of them.

And it’s not sleep paralysis because I’ve had that happen to me a lot aswell, so I know the difference.

Whenever I notice the shadow figures I’m not paralyzed at all, I can move and for example turn on the lights, but I just can’t say a word because the fear simply disables me. So I can’t even tell them to go. My mouth feels sewn shut in these moments.

Does anyone know how to get rid of them? Or knows what they are at least? They don’t give me a good feeling so I’d be very surprised if anyone told me they’re harmless.