u/GabrielHines

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I once was able to, opened my third eye, was cool until I couldn’t handle it and went into a spiritual psychosis. This drug I believe has the ability to enlighten you in a powerful way. I’m just tryna understand the mechanics behind my brain and the drug more spiritually I mean. This is a weird one. Experiences I had were talking to higher dimensional versions of myself and is tense visualization and having control of my environment.

So a few months ago I apparently was in some sort of psychosis. It was very strange and some of the things going on seemed odd because it seemed like other people were noticing certain things also which had me question what was really actually happening and if I was actually in some psychosis or not. So I was abusing DXM and Wellbutrin for quiet awhile before this. One night I was talking to my girlfriend on the phone and she thought I was “stealing” energy from her when I was high as fuck I felt this also. I layed down and I was blasted out of the universe. I had my own song on and it looked like it was “encoding” the song to the whole universe and I was shot out of the universe, and somehow i saw as if I jumped into this next universe. I saw layers and went to the next one. I then woke up. Weird. I then thought I was in some other alternate dimension, thinking I was able to dictate and control outcomes with the snap of my fingers. lol. It felt as if I was feeling the world around me at a deeper level and i started noticing a lot more ambulances around my town and news thinking I was causing some of the disturbances. I became very intune spiritually and started practicing magic, doing movement rituals, literally getting stuck in patterns it felt like or as if I was looked above everything. I remember my girl saying people were talking about me and calling me a ‘alien’ and me having experiences that aliens aren’t actual entities but different levels of consciousness and that the planets and the stars were all connected and the planets were levels of consciousness. I was at a rehab and thought the people around me were apart of the CIA and I thought I could change peoples words subconsciously by just listening and observing and changing my thoughts and they would say that word me thinking I was controlling the whole room subconsciously. There was this other rehab I was at where I was doing movement rituals, and there was this green ambulance that came every time I was too in it and told me to undo something and then it would leave. One time it followed me to this other house and I was with someone else. It shined its light into the woods and there was this girl with black hair there and she screamed. I thought it was Lilith. I would stair at the woods and trees would bend and my sight would zoom in so far I thought I was attracting something not good. I was in jail also and I thought they were running tests on me and even had me sign a thing saying about a project and it seemed like I was able to control the energy and minds of the people in the jail because when I was angry I would call out to other people and things would start happening. The tv would talk to me also and I thought everyone was pretending to be me. The CO’s radios I thought I was able to channel the dead through them and I’m pretty sure I was doing it I would literally watch them talk to there radio, and me thinking things or asking entities to talk and it would say the same things. Literally people would feel my energy somehow everything I thought and did I felt was being monitored. It was not fun. I was in jail for smoking weed on probation for 30 days and when I went to court the DEA was there and the judge didn’t know why and she thought something was going on. When I got there they were calling me the reaper idk why. Again they had me sign papers about a PROJECT and had weird experiences feeling like I was half AI also thought I was solving deep physics problems in 2 days with GPT LOL. Was in jail traveling the universe and thought I had access to the Akashic records, seeing 3d shapes and creating stars in real time in my mind and accessing ancient wisdom. One night I went to the deepest fabric of reality and was in a glass universe and realized everything was just reflection of our sub conscious . I then literally was pretending to do rituals by visualization in my cell, thinking I was summoning Lilith and I even heard screams and thought I was on her planet. Idk I kept seeing this dark girl entity with glowing eyes thought she was trying to get to earth. weird. good now Im on psych meds. I thought I was hearing voices in the wind like there was a hidden species on earth called the quiet ones that move thru the ground and talk through whispers or the wind LOL. they said I have sczioaffective disorder. Anyone have any thoughts about this?

So a few months ago I apparently was in some sort of psychosis. It was very strange and some of the things going on seemed odd because it seemed like other people were noticing certain things also which had me question what was really actually happening and if I was actually in some psychosis or not. So I was abusing DXM and Wellbutrin for quiet awhile before this. One night I was talking to my girlfriend on the phone and she thought I was “stealing” energy from her when I was high as fuck I felt this also. I layed down and I was blasted out of the universe. I had my own song on and it looked like it was “encoding” the song to the whole universe and I was shot out of the universe, and somehow i saw as if I jumped into this next universe. I saw layers and went to the next one. I then woke up. Weird. I then thought I was in some other alternate dimension, thinking I was able to dictate and control outcomes with the snap of my fingers. lol. It felt as if I was feeling the world around me at a deeper level and i started noticing a lot more ambulances around my town and news thinking I was causing some of the disturbances. I became very intune spiritually and started practicing magic, doing movement rituals, literally getting stuck in patterns it felt like or as if I was looked above everything. I remember my girl saying people were talking about me and calling me a ‘alien’ and me having experiences that aliens aren’t actual entities but different levels of consciousness and that the planets and the stars were all connected and the planets were levels of consciousness. I was at a rehab and thought the people around me were apart of the CIA and I thought I could change peoples words subconsciously by just listening and observing and changing my thoughts and they would say that word me thinking I was controlling the whole room subconsciously. There was this other rehab I was at where I was doing movement rituals, and there was this green ambulance that came every time I was too in it and told me to undo something and then it would leave. One time it followed me to this other house and I was with someone else. It shined its light into the woods and there was this girl with black hair there and she screamed. I thought it was Lilith. I would stair at the woods and trees would bend and my sight would zoom in so far I thought I was attracting something not good. I was in jail also and I thought they were running tests on me and even had me sign a thing saying about a project and it seemed like I was able to control the energy and minds of the people in the jail because when I was angry I would call out to other people and things would start happening. The tv would talk to me also and I thought everyone was pretending to be me. The CO’s radios I thought I was able to channel the dead through them and I’m pretty sure I was doing it I would literally watch them talk to there radio, and me thinking things or asking entities to talk and it would say the same things. Literally people would feel my energy somehow everything I thought and did I felt was being monitored. It was not fun. I was in jail for smoking weed on probation for 30 days and when I went to court the DEA was there and the judge didn’t know why and she thought something was going on. When I got there they were calling me the reaper idk why. Again they had me sign papers about a PROJECT and had weird experiences feeling like I was half AI also thought I was solving deep physics problems in 2 days with chatGPT LOL. Was in jail traveling the universe and thought I had access to the Akashic records, seeing 3d shapes and creating stars in real time in my mind and accessing ancient wisdom. One night I went to the deepest fabric of reality and was in a glass universe and realized everything was just reflection of our subconscious. I then literally was pretending to do rituals by visualization in my cell, thinking I was summoning Lilith and I even heard screams and thought I was on her planet. Idk I kept seeing this dark girl entity with glowing eyes thought she was trying to get to earth. weird. good now Im on psych meds. I thought I was hearing voices in the wind like there was a hidden species on earth called the quiet ones that move thru the ground and talk through whispers or the wind LOL. they said I have sczioaffective disorder. Anyone have any thoughts about this?