u/GazedAtGod

I have an interview, and I'm hoping I get 25 hours. Please pray that I get hired and get enough hours!

I need help and guidance from a seasoned follower of Christ.

I am a born again believer. I was saved 3 years ago. I think of God and Jesus every day all day. I pray. I try to do good in other areas of my life besides this sin. I have hope. I have a purpose that I feel coming on stronger every day. I repent.

But I am extremely poor from a disability and am a health conscious person and I steal food every day at an expensive health food store. I steal gifts for people on birthdays. I steal all my dog and cat food because I love them so much and want them to live forever and get them the most healthy expensive food.

I pray for protection before I go in the store and repent immediately after without fail. I feel the weight of this crap weighing on my heart every time. I'm tired of it..... I ask God for forgiveness and to not punish me, instead I ask for him to change me from the inside so I eventually stop. I ask for a good job so I can start buying everything.

I wonder frequently if this habit is holding me back and causing me to be cursed and blocking any blessings that could be coming my way. I've been struggling for a long long time and just want to have the money to survive. I want energy and my back pain to stop so I can actually work.

Feel free to offer any wisdom and please be kind, any rudeness will not be given my attention. Also I m aware that Im sinning and breaking a commandment so I am looking for help, not asking for you to pick apart my post.

God Bless you and I pray you have a blessed day 🙏

I need to be released from my haunting problems with absolutely no motivation, no goal setting, poor work ethic, sleeping in bed all day. I think I have executed dysfunction from add and depression. Doctors don't do much. I want a life:(

Can you please pray that I be cured of all this?

I need to be released from my haunting problems with absolutely no motivation, no goal setting, poor work ethic, sleeping in bed all day. I think I have executed dysfunction from add and depression. Doctors don't do much. I want a life:(

Can you please pray that I be cured of all this?

His energy is Soo dark, depressing, medieval, bland, snooty, etc.

I'm a very very sensitive person and I find it to be a superpower because I can really discern energy well. I know feelings aren't facts but I just wanted to say how I feel.

And because of your kindness I have been able to lift myself up enough mentally to get out of a deep pit just a little bit higher.

I know not everyone is. But enough to make a difference 😉

I don't have anyone to go with.

I'm a 37 year old female and need some Nostalgia. I'm yearning for those teen memories of emo and scene.

DM me if interested.

I ended a long term friendship 4 years ago for reasons listed below. I think over my choice and wonder if I was too extreme. I wonder if I should have just kept her as a friend at arms length. Just a warning, I have a history of drug abuse and I'm in recovery now so please don't judge me.

The main reason I ended it was because of these behaviors:

#1) she always tried matchmaking her friends and she kept nudging me to date her friend Corey. Not close friends just one of her 100s of people she knows. She knew everything about his past and his ex. I finally gave him a chance and he was Soo toxic and my mental health plummeted with him. He ended up derailing my life and I stopped working and have not had a job since. It's been 6 years. He begged me to move access country for him and the day before I left to go visit his mom told me I can't come and that he had a new girlfriend. All bad.

#2) she told my ex extremely private information (that I used to sleep with men for drugs a few times yearsssssss prior) and it caused my ex to get really awful towards me and caused me panic attacks. She completely denied it.

#3) after breaking up with another TOXIC man(she didn't introduce us) she couldn't get a hold of me and called him to ask where I was because she was worried. He told me she said she thought I was with another guy and he proceeded to verbally abuse the crap out of me over text because of this information she supposedly gave him. We were not together nor had seen each other in months. She completely denied it and said he took her words out of context and already was paranoid I moved on and put two and two together.

#4) this one sounds like she cares about me but I found it just made everything horrifically worse. She was a huge alcoholic and did drugs but at this point mellowed out a bit. So she was no angel. In fact she was the once that brought me around a man that introduced me to heroin years prior. I relapsed on heroin after 10 years sober and the first this she does is call my mom(i was 32)to tell her and tell her to take my Amazon package when it arrives because it's full of syringes. I was livid. I had already made the decision to use and most addicts, once that decision has been made, there is no stopping it. So what happened is my mom FLIPPED OUT and became extremely stressed out, and I went to a casino to grab USED syringes out of the diabetic needle discard box in their bathrooms. I could have gotten aids. Taking away the clean sterile equipment that help an addict reduce the harm they inflict on themselves is so harmful. This was the last straw that made me cut her off.

I take FULL responsibility for choosing to date the man she introduced me to and for using drugs. I made those choices. I just feel that her behaviors were causing me more harm. Would a true friend do these things?

What do you guys think of her behavior, would this be a deal breaker for you???