u/GeminiPrincess1993

​Anything about future love please? or possible babies

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Hey everyone, I just turned 33, and I’m feeling pretty alone. For context, I was in a seven-year relationship and engaged for one year, but I had to cancel the engagement in 2024 due to my ex’s infidelity, lies, and racism. Rebuilding after that has been tough, and honestly, dating these days feels impossible. It seems like most people just want something casual, while I’m really craving a deep, genuine connection and a future together. I want a simple life—marriage, caring for a partner, and raising a family. I keep wondering why, despite being loyal and giving my all, I’ve been cheated on. I’ve prayed so much, visited different churches, and I still feel like I’m left wondering why others seem happy while I keep struggling. If anyone out there relates or wants to talk, I’d really appreciate it.

Just a quick little background about me I'm 33F just celebrated my birthday yesterday. Most of my friend are abroad doing masters and mostly married so only 1 friend reach out to me. It's like they forgotten about me after they all got married which is okay... Kids. Life. Work. It happens. So around 2024 something tragic happen to my life that I self isolate and its hard to make friends. I collect tarot cards for fun but I'm catholic and I'm into arts and food and star wars.... and movies hahaha Wanna be friends? P.S I talk or type a lot so sorry