u/General-Photo5192

I have had anxiety problems since childhood and I find that once I "unlock" a new side effect it doesn't stop. For example, I used to just sweat in fear, now I shake uncontrollably.

I had my first real panic a few days after upping to 3mg reta. I called 911 because I thought I was having a heart attack, sitting in a bath tub of freezing water unable to calm down. My second panic attack happened a few weeks later and since I knew it wasn't real I was able to calm myself down listening to a panic attack youtube video.

Not only does reta increase anxiety (based on seaching this sub) but It also increases your heart rate in clinical studies. Double edged sword when you're trying to calm yourself down. I'm Stopping reta, but my biggest fear is that I'll start having panic attacks in everyday life because I "unlocked" it. Anyone else experiance and/or overcome this?

Anyone have a pug that won't wreck shit when u leave. They sleep on your clothes and don't even eat till you come home. Seperation anxiety usually mean destruction but he's an angel that loves me more than I deserve.

Anybody else absolutely despise head injuries simply because of how much blood there is? I woke up feeling great all things considered but I have basically blood dread locks. I could understand if I hurt myself badly but it's wack cause I woke up in a good mood, not sore. Just annoyed with all the dried blood in my hair.

I befriended the crows last summer. They left in october then came back march or april but were very distant. On july 6 (my bday) a cute lil fledgling was hopping around my yard and I protected him from my pug. Now it's insane. I have a murder of crows that hang out with me constantly just going out for a smoke. They love my dad too but almost prefer me & i'm never the one feeding them due to veganism and they like meat. It's so fucking cute to have a little animal that just wants to be around you. Food be sitting there but they just like "bro, I'm not hungry I just trust you"

Sometimes I black out and forget everything. So I use my google maps tracking to piece things together. Like I'll be pre-drinking before the bar, forget everything than check my phone and realize I didn't leave the house.

Wondering why I was at the bar till 4am saturday when they closed at 2:30. There are appartments right above the bar so prob chilling and I would feel it if I was assaulted. Anyone else do this? Or am I far gone? Seems like a good alcoholic life hack.