u/Glittering-Growth233

So this is genuinely sooo funny and embarrassing, but whenever I realise m completely alone and nobody can see me, I start behaving like an absolute creature 😭

Like I ll randomly start dancing (not even normal dancing btw), mimicking random ass people, making weird facial expressions in the mirror, walking around like some unknown species, jumping randomly, twerking for no reason, making fake scenarios in my head and acting them out, and just doing the most unhinged stuff possible.

Its like my brain suddenly unlocks “feral mode” the moment I know nobody’s watching.

Please tell me m not the only person who does this cause there is no way humans are meant to behave this way in private lmaaoo

So this is genuinely sooo funny and embarrassing, but whenever I realise m completely alone and nobody can see me, I start behaving like an absolute creature 😭

Like I ll randomly start dancing (not even normal dancing btw), mimicking random ass people, making weird facial expressions in the mirror, walking around like some unknown species, jumping randomly, twerking for no reason, making fake scenarios in my head and acting them out, and just doing the most unhinged stuff possible.

Its like my brain suddenly unlocks “feral mode” the moment I know nobody’s watching.

Please tell me m not the only person who does this cause there is no way humans are meant to behave this way in private lmaaoo

My nose keeps bleeding a lot and pretty significantly. Sometimes it happens twice in a short span like even if I clean it, it can start bleeding again within a couple of minutes. A lot of times it also starts bleeding while I’m taking a bath. At this point my nose bleeds like I’m having periods in my nose lmao. I already went to an ENT specialist and got everything checked, but apparently nothing abnormal was found and everything seemed normal. Also, it doesn’t happen only in summers because of heat but my nose bleeds in winters too.

Has anyone else experienced something like this or knows what could possibly cause it? And more importantly, has anything actually helped reduce or stop it? Because honestly this stuff scares me sometimes with how random and frequent it is.

So I have an unresolved resentment and honestly maybe even trauma related to my college experience.

So there was a girl who used to be one of my really close friends, but shits happened and we eventually stopped being together. Over time, I noticed her grades started improving a lot, which confused me because academically she genuinely fucking struggled with even basic coding concepts and syntax. So it started bothering me seeing professors constantly favour her despite that.

Then during our 4th semester finals, something terrible happened. We were all writing our exam this girl goes to the washroom like she usually did during all the exams. And brooo, when she came back, while adjusting something in her pocket, her phone literally fell out in front of the invigilator. They immediately caught her and started making a UFM (Unfair Means) case against her. She was given a fresh answer sheet with barely 30 minutes left.

That time, I felt relieved. For the first time, I felt like things finally made sense that why her grades were getting better all along, and finally the favouritism would stop (specially because this happened in the exam of the very professor who used to favour her the most).

But then the complete opposite happened. The professors tried to save her from the UFM case, and later she was even appointed as the Secretary of the main IEEE student branch in our college. The thing is, students with UFM cases are technically not supposed to hold positions of responsibility in our college. Like WTAFFFFFF!!!

That entire situation messed with me badly because it reinforced this feeling that merit didn’t matter as much as favouritism and connections. Even now, whenever I see her, I feel angry, bitter, and uncomfortable.

Am I overreacting for still feeling affected by this, or is this a normal reaction?