u/GlitteringCatch7796

my 22f ex 23m have been on and off for almost 2 years now. i cut it off with him a couple days ago telling him that i know im the problem and im stepping away. because being with him triggered me a lot especially after he cheated on me and lied to me many times about what he would be doing and about his ex. but he just makes me feel like a terrible person for leaving him because he keeps saying that he would never do that to me and how he would stay when i hurt him. but i dont want to hurt you anymore and i keep telling him that i dont want to go back and forth and i dont want to keep hurting you. and i just feel emotionally drained after everything.

I basically only use mascara, concealer, eyebrow pencil, and blush. On the third photo i use a freckle pen for fake freckles. And in the second pic is my everyday makeup. I would like some advice as to how i can elevate my makeup style to like the girls in the last four pics. What makeup products i can use, techniques, and what videos i can watch to point me in that direction as well. thank you so much.

i’m about to be 23 years old and i want to get a tattoo for my birthday. I never had a tattoo before and I want something two or three owls soaring on my left shoulder and i want them to be delicate and small, what are some good tattoo shops for that. and how much would that be?