u/GlitteringDish1217

I don’t know if I’m overreacting or what but I’m pretty sure I have some sort of depression.
This all started 2 weeks before my GCSE exams, my first girlfriend of over a year broke up with me and got with my best friend. From there on I suffered my first panic attack, I felt like I was dying and it was the worst feeling in the world. Throughout my exams I frequently suffered panic attacks and had at least one a day.
After I finished my exams I felt like a weight had been lifted off my back until then I just started having low moods and just didn’t really feel happy.
It’s been over a year since my first panic attack and I’ve got a job and go to college but I still suffer with panic attacks quite often and have suicidal thoughts constantly throughout the day and for some reason I try and force myself to cry but cant because it makes me feel better, I can’t cry because I literally feel nothing. Not necessarily sad just nothing.

I don’t know if I’m overreacting or what but I’m pretty sure I have some sort of depression.
This all started 2 weeks before my GCSE exams, my first girlfriend of over a year broke up with me and got with my best friend. From there on I suffered my first panic attack, I felt like I was dying and it was the worst feeling in the world. Throughout my exams I frequently suffered panic attacks and had at least one a day.
After I finished my exams I felt like a weight had been lifted off my back until then I just started having low moods and just didn’t really feel happy.
It’s been over a year since my first panic attack and I’ve got a job and go to college but I still suffer with panic attacks quite often and have suicidal thoughts constantly throughout the day and for some reason I try and force myself to cry but cant because it makes me feel better, I can’t cry because I literally feel nothing. Not necessarily sad just nothing.

So Im into literally most rock genres, I like grunge, alt rock, indie rock anything like that from now the 90s/2000s so I was just wondering if anyone could recommend me anything

I wanna know why everyone collects and listens to CDs.
My reasoning would be because I engage more with the artist and obviously the superior sound quality over streaming.