Feeling envious of beautiful east Asian women
I have seen how men desire beautiful Asian women and I wish I was desired like that… it feels like every guy wants an Asian woman and it makes me feel less attractive. I see this around me too like a huge huge number of white men with Asian women, especially in the younger generation. And then there is online research to show Asian women are more desirable on dating apps and perceived as more feminine facially. It feels like they have monopoly over male attraction and I just want to be number one for a guy I find attractive.