u/GlumPomegranate3217

I want someone to ask me how my day went. Ask me how I enjoyed the things I said I was doing the day before. Talk about fun things and nonsense at random times. We'd remember the random things we told each other. What was important to each other.  Stay up late because we'd rather chat then go to bed. We'd sit beside each other because we like to do nothing, together. Laugh at videos and stupid jokes. I want a friend who'd rather be doing nothing with me than everything somewhere else.

I want someone to ask me how my day went. Ask me how I enjoyed the things I said I was doing the day before. Talk about fun things and nonsense at random times. We'd remember the random things we told each other. What was important to each other.  Stay up late because we'd rather chat then go to bed. We'd sit beside each other because we like to do nothing, together. Laugh at videos and stupid jokes. I want a friend who'd rather be doing nothing with me than everything somewhere else.

I want someone to ask me how my day went. Ask me how I enjoyed the things I said I was doing the day before. Talk about fun things and nonsense at random times. We'd remember the random things we told each other. What was important to each other.  Stay up late because we'd rather chat then go to bed. We'd sit beside each other because we like to do nothing, together. Laugh at videos and stupid jokes. I want a friend who'd rather be doing nothing with me than everything somewhere else.

I've always been confused by this can anyone explain it? Remember the line in On The Mountain Tall:

I know you want me to be afraid. I know you want me to love you

It's talking about God I'm pretty sure, but why would he want you to be afraid? Is that to reflect our misconceptions of who He really is?

I was really nervous, still am I guess. I'd only been there twice? Three times i think. I was a very shy person, still am sometimes. It was a Thursday and I only knew one person there. And I didn't even know them exactly, I had only met them 3 or 4 times. I still didn't even know how to talk to them. They said I could talk to someone they knew but I was too shy.

I went to the music room and you were there. Somehow I decided not to leave. I sat down at the keyboard next to you and tried to focus on playing but you were playing really well next to me. I stopped to listen and said, "Sounds kind of ominous." You just laughed and said "I don't know how to play." We talked a little, then you recorded your playing and got up to leave. Before you left you said something that means a lot to me even now. "Keep playing, its sounds really pretty."

I never expected to see you again because you were 19 and that was the age limit for that establishment's area. Then I ran into you at the bus stop. My brother said "Don't we know that person?" Then I recognized you. "You're the person who plays piano really well! You smiled, "What are you doing here? I going home after work because I'm tired and hungry." I said, "We're going home cuz were tired and hungry."

Our bus came first so you told us to get home safe. I've never seen you again, but I still remember your name. And if I ever see you again I think I'll know you.

I was wondering, does anyone have any TOH memes they've made and would like to post? I'd love to see some!!!

When i would get sick i used to believe

That if i stood full face to the sun 

It would make me better

I thought that the sun would burn out 

All the sickness inside

The bad feeling

The phlegm

Now I stand 

Full face to the sun

Hoping

It'll burn out all of my bad feelings 

The sadness 

And loneliness

You'll never see this I guess.

You've probably already moved.

I wonder if you remember me as I do you.

Sure it was only like half an hour,

but it was the most fun half hour of that day. I don't think I ever told you, I was there by myself because my friends went to buy things at a market. 

I was really sad they didn't really care I wasn't there. Then I saw you. Alone, unlike everyone else. Looking at your phone you seemed sad. I was so scared to ask you if you wanted to play uno with me. Afraid you'd say no; but you didn't. 

You were sad because you couldn't tell your friends you were moving and you just needed to tell someone, so you told me. While we played I wanted to befriend you. I told you funny stories because I just wanted you not to be sad. After you left I wanted to see you again. Find some way to keep in touch. You were different from my friends because you were someone I understood. Even though it was a short interaction I wish I could see you again. And if I did, would I recognize you and you me?

Feeling unwanted 

Like a letter left unread

I'm hopelessly left on read

I'm thinking of making a poem for each of the anemoi cycle. I also wondered if it would be cool to put art with them. So i was wondering if there was art, what do you think it would be. I wanted it to be a person. Mixed with animals maybe? But I specifically want all of the seasons to be the same person so you see growth and change in them. What do you think they'd look like. Feel free to put in any input but this was an idea draft:

Cicada person(notos)

(eurus)???

Person trapped under ice (boreas)

phoenix person (zephyrus)

Staring down at a piece of paper

Not sure what to draw

I need inspiration 

So

I draw an eye

Making sure their's an eyelid

Eyelashes

Detailing the shine

The pupils 

Until its perfect

I know because

It can see me

And even though a lot of the time

I'm scared of people

I want to be seen for who i really am

(This is the phobia of forgetting OR being forgotten. I feel like it isn't a very well known phobia. I wrote a poem to describe how it feels.)

You can hurt me now 

Look me in the eyes and tell me

Tell me you don't remember

What I said

What I did 

That I was even there

Better yet

Tell me 

Tell me you don't remember

What I like

What I hate

Tell me 

You don't remember

Who I am

Tell me what you want 

already

Give me up and let me 

go 

But don't just leave me 

hanging

This is my first try so please be patient

You can hurt me now 

Look me in the eyes and tell me

Tell me you don't remember

What I said

What I did 

That I was even there

Better yet

Tell me 

Tell me you don't remember

What I like

What I hate

Tell me 

You don't remember

Who I am

Feel free to comment, but please don't be mean