u/GoatProud5858

Around 7 years ago, I was bullied over a certain aspect of my body. To most people it probably seemed like something they'd forget after school, but for me it never ended. It changed the way I see myself, the way I interact with people, and honestly, the way I exist every single day.

I've carried it with me physically and psychologically ever since. Every waking day. It's exhausting.

For the last few months, I've been trying to understand it instead of just running from it. I've tried therapy, meditation, reading, journaling, spending money I could barely justify, and putting every bit of energy I have into getting better. Some things have helped, but I still feel like I'm missing something. Like I'm trying so hard but digging in the wrong place.

I found this subreddit and, for the first time in a long time, it feels like there might be people here who genuinely understand long-term trauma rather than just telling me to "move on."

If you've healed from something similar or even made meaningful progress, I would be incredibly grateful if you'd be willing to talk. Please leave a comment and I'll DM you, or feel free to DM me directly if that's easier. I will forever be indebted to you.

I cannot take this forever with me