Image 1 — Tried to do a style I did when I was natural and failed exponentially
Image 2 — Tried to do a style I did when I was natural and failed exponentially
▲ 199 r/Microlocs

Tried to do a style I did when I was natural and failed exponentially

Y’all I’m so damn irritated 😭 cause why is it giving grown out perm. Leave out frizzed due to humidity. And then the fuck ass wannabe curls at the bottom omg.

Idk what I was thinking. Didn’t look up nothing, watch a tutorial for it on microlocs specifically, just went by vibes and “oh I did it on my natural hair before and it was cute!” And then it took forever to DRY.

I’m spraying the roots hoping it’ll loosen up the braid pattern and then I’ll redo it as FULL perm rods in a couple days when I’m no longer mad.

u/GoddessKillion — 2 days ago

Holding your mom while she cries is surreal.

Apologies in advance for the long, rambling, emotional post.

My grandmother passed last week, and today was her funeral service. My mother took care of her for 18 years after she suffered from a slew of health issues. She’d been on hospice since January, and asked for DNR (do not resuscitate) if ever taken to the ER. The day she passed, she told my mom that morning that she was tired, went to lay in her bed, and was gone within the hour. My mom tried to resuscitate her, but she was gone. I feel like I’ll be haunted forever by the heartbreak, shake, and grief in her voice as she said “I tried, I tried and it wasn’t working, (my name).” Like what do you even say to comfort that?

My mother is the rock of the family, has been her entire life unfortunately, and while she’s always been expected to hold everyone else up, once I moved away for school and started my career, it became clear that the rest of my fucking family wasn’t supporting her emotionally like she needs. It’s so bizarre to see my aunt cling to her in her grief, seeing my mom try to hold it together. And then pulling her away and telling her she doesn’t have to do that. And then holding the woman who held me, for the past 26 years, absolutely lose it. My mother cried so hard she vomitted. And I’m the only one hugging and rubbing her back as it happens. She hasn’t been allowed to mourn or feel the grief of losing what was her focal point in her life for nearly 2 decades.

I’m just so mad. I’m hurt. I feel guilty. If I’d stayed home, she wouldn’t have had to do everything alone. I’d mute my mic and roll my eyes when she started complaining about my grandmother and how exhausted she was from taking care of her when we’d call. But now I realize that I’m her only outlet. Even my brother, although he has a family of his own, didn’t help my mother emotionally until after our grandmother was gone. She literally sobbed in my lap until she fell asleep. And all I can do is hug and rub her and encourage her to get everything out. She has 18 years worth of grief to let go of and it’s like I’m the only one who’s willing to hold her while she lets go.

I see a cycle happening. What she was to my grandmother, I am becoming to her, and I’m scared. I’ll do it without question, but I am really, really scared.

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u/GoddessKillion — 12 days ago

That balding man told me he loved me while he was..

Sooo, does anyone remember that balding man I was head over heels for a few months back? Wanted advice on how to suggest that he shaves his head? I followed a lot of advice from it (not all at once), but ultimately left it alone. Well, long story short, about two months after that, I stopped talking to him because he didn’t want a “title” on things even though he’d be at my place nearly every weekend, we talked constantly, and we just have amazing chemistry.

A little over a month after I stopped talking to him, my other lips started talking louder than the main ones, and he somehow ended up at my place. Still fucking balding. And I just flat out asked him (in a friendly tone, promise) “do you wanna grow it back or do you want to cut it ever?” And he said he wants to grow it back but he’s too busy to think about it. Ooookay. He’s not my man so it’s not my place to say anything anymore! He’s still absolutely gorgeous regardless.

Since the beginning of the month, he’s been over again and things have picked up where they left off, but with less emotional investment from me. It’s hard, this is very dumb of me, but I don’t have the mental fortitude to stop it right now. That leads to last night. Idk what was in the air, but all I know is that was definitely the best sex I’ve had in my entire life. And at one point, I hear him say from behind me “fuck, I love you baby” in a very whispery voice.

That was an ego boost! I know it slipped out cause he sure started trying to distract me after he said it. Part of me wanted to say it back but I genuinely don’t think he meant it, and I don’t want to open that sort of thing up knowing we’re already in a weird position anyway.

TLDR: he’s still balding but wants to grow it back, he said he loved me while putting me through the mattress but I didn’t comment on it.

u/GoddessKillion — 20 days ago
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Interesting Facebook Marketplace find.

She’s actually super cool for having this lol

u/GoddessKillion — 2 months ago

Most annoying person in my office said something funny today.

And it just got on my nerves. I don’t care how petty it sounds, he was my supervisor and was TERRIBLE at it. Didn’t guide me, was barely at work, didn’t give work to me unless I asked. He even was late putting in my time sheets a few times and I almost didn’t get paid. My grand-boss hated how he treated me, and I finally got a promotion and don’t have to deal with him. He universally unliked in our department.

But today in a meeting we were talking about our remote days, and he made a joke that was… actually funny. Like everyone laughed. I chuckled but then got annoyed. Cause shut up

u/GoddessKillion — 2 months ago
▲ 304 r/cats

Made some new little friends at a cat cafe.

I went to a local cat cafe and enjoyed hanging out with so many sweeties. Unfortunately, I’m allergic to cats, so I can’t have one full time with me for now. I scroll this sub and a slew of others to get my car fix, but nothing beats having an actual cat aggressively head butt my hand for a good skritch. All these cats are available for adoption, and it was very hard to leave without one, especially my favorite, Ms. Biscuit, the calico lady. I’ll probably be back sooner rather than later because I love to support the cause and damnit it makes me happy.

u/GoddessKillion — 3 months ago

Have any Cap women seriously dated a Leo man?

I’ve never been romantically interested in a Leo before, and truthfully he slipped through my radar on Bumble because he didn’t put his sign lol. We’ve been seeing each other a few months now, and this weekend we went over our birth charts. To summarize, apparently we’re super incompatible 😭 which obviously I know is subjective, but it was interesting to see how different we were in that regard. I feel like we click very well in some places but totally opposite in others.

I know this isn’t a place to discuss and compare charts/synergy but I’m just curious if any girlies have made it long term with a man who likes to flex in the mirror before and after we shower 🙄

Here’s some of our main stats:
Sun: ♑️ & ♌️
Moon: ♈️ & ♏️
Rising: ♌️ & ♒️
Venus: ♐️ & ♋️

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u/GoddessKillion — 3 months ago

This is an ad for contacts lol but I absolutely adore this lash shape. Unfortunately, she’s not answering any IG comments and I don’t have TikTok or anything to check there. It seems like she has bottom lashes too, but also im sure her eye shape is doing a lot of the work. I’m just not sure what to look for on Amazon to get the same look. Thank you! 🫶🏾

u/GoddessKillion — 4 months ago