Just out of curiosity, what’s the max daily dose you all have taken? What are higher dosages like? Most I’ve went is 20mg a daily and it’s insane pumps (not like anadrol but still lol)… I’ve seen 80mg Tadalafil tabs and can’t even believe that’s a thing…
I work a desk job and have only had these for 4 months. All I do is walk normally in them and for 8 hours of the day I’m sitting at a desk. Worn Vans since I was 18 and I’m 40 and never had this happen.
When will I ever be able to sleep?! This is getting ridiculous. I don’t want to take pharma meds. I’m taking magnesium, L Theanine. I lift weights daily for exercise. I’m still getting 2 -3 hours a night of sleep. This has to change soon!
Just sitting in mental anguish still. Depressed, anxious, flat mood, adhedonia, no energy, exhausted with little sleep each night. It’s 18 days off subs and 25 days off 7 and kratom. When does this get better ?! I gotta be getting close to some sort of flicker of light.
Well after struggling completely alone for over a year with this garbage, trying to taper down, tried switching back to leaf powder, tried using SR17018 twice and failing at all of those… I’ve finally decided to go to detox and rehab. I’ve used oxy and h from 2003 to 2011 and then used subs from 2011-2013. Kicked subs cold turkey by myself at home in 2013 so I’m no stranger to opiate withdrawal. I just cannot stop this poison by myself. I always thought I’d never be able to get in to anywhere because I tried back in 2009 and couldn’t get a bed anywhere. Making one phone call was all it took and I got right in by the grace of God. This will be my first experience getting help and medically assisted detox and I cannot wait to get this started and over with and move on from this. For anyone struggling, if you have insurance through your job even if it sucks and is high deductible, just make the call and do it! I don’t pay anything out of pocket up front and they told me they legally have to bill me 3 times and if I can pay then great but if not they don’t come after me and it doesn’t go on credit report, basically telling me not to worry or stress about it. I leave on Sunday to begin this process, if anyone has any tips or experience with detox and rehabs I’d really appreciate your feedback and insight. I’ve already made it clear that I do not want to be on MAT and they told me that’s not how they operate and the goal is to leave completely substance free. I’m currently using about 600mg of 7oh per day and still stuck using 10mg SR per day and it’s very noticeable if I stop the SR. Wish me luck and I’m here to answer any questions if anyone has anything. The time is now to take our life back! I’m covered at work using FMLA and my job is super supportive and I told them the truth that I’m dependent on a legal substance.
Before I start, I fully realize I messed up. Please just take it easy on me, I’m struggling bad and I’m doing it alone. I’ve used SR once before and got off 7 for 10 days and relapsed. Waited 2 weeks just taking 7 and ordered more SR. I was at 600mg of 7 and using sr I’ve gotten dose of 7 down to 150mg per day. I’ve been using sr now with 7 for 4 weeks, I know this isn’t good guys. The mental cravings just destroy me. I feel like such a failure and feel worthless every single day. I’ve made it 2-3 days with no 7 using the sr but end up taking 7 again. Has anyone else been stuck in this loop? Using sr and 7 together? Please guys, again, I know I fucked up. Just looking for suggestions and help and not to get bashed and put down more. I just need to stop the 7. Just looking for anyone else who’s done this, I’m sure I’m not the only one in the world. The mental cravings for 7 is unlike anything I’ve experienced and I was a heroin/oxy addict 13 years ago. Take it easy on me.