u/GothicGamer43

Hii!!! I’m Nate I’m 23, I’m in from California but living in NC USA right now however I am moving out of state soon so it’s a little crazy. I’m really excited that you’re reading this right now!! Okay okay lil description about me. I’m 23, I have 2 cats and a dog whom I love, I am a morning person, I’m mostly available from like 7am EST- 4/5pm EST. Weird schedule but I work nights so 🤷🏻. Im gender fluid and prefer he/they but don’t plan on changing anything physically about myself. Just a preference thing. Im an amazing bartender, and I don’t usually hype myself up. I’m genuinely really good at it. Mentally ill baddie 💅🏻 diagnosed BPD, Bipolar1, generalized anxiety, ADHD, and MDD. But I don’t let that stop me 🫡 I’m a very high energy bubbly person. I can and am developing laugh lines around my eyes even tho I’m in my early 20s. I am fiercely independent but that doesn’t mean I don’t want you in my life. I can get a little clingy, but I usually take evenings as my alone time if I’m not working. I love to talk otp and to text pictures/ stuff about my day to someone. I’m a huge video game nerd, my usual go-tos are Valorant and Phasmo but less Phasmophobia since the updates recently. I have a ton of games I have two steams with huge libraries so I’m sure we could find something to play :) I also love when people watch me game and actually like care and interact with what I’m doing. So if that’s ur vibe you get brownie points :3 my life is kinda all over the place so buckle up, it’ll be a fun ride but a lil crazy. I’m the type of person who will make you see the joy in life and enjoy it by your side. If you’re there for the ups and downs I promise the ups will be high. I’m so sorry for making this so long 😭 if you wanna snoop thru my profile (I know it’s NSFW I can’t get it to go away ;-;) there’s some pictures of me and my cats :)

Is this a MASSIVE paragraph?! YEP!! Do I expect you to read it all?? You don’t have to! At least skim it? :3

BRIEF BIO: 23, likes animals, plays video games (Valorant), hard worker, clingy, bubbly, fun, whimsical, tad annoying, goth, collects bones, likes tattoos

It’s so early (7am) and I’m so tired but not like sleepy tired?? I’m 50/50 being productive today 😪 anyone wanna hang out and come along with me on my day? Bonus points if you wanna vc :3 you might watch me fail at valorant (you’re welcome to join 🤭) or you might watch me do my makeup and get ready for work or maybe do something else who knows! But first and foremost, i need my lazy morning time 😴

HEY YOU 🫵🏻 DM ME 😡 (tell me your favorite cookie)

Also I posted cute new selfies 🤭🥰 go look (they’re SFW I swear! 😭)

I’ve taken her to the vet she just has a fast metabolism and she’s always been like healthy if not bordering too skinny. But the last few weeks she’s lost even more weight like i can feel her ribs very easy. Vet says it’s nothing health wise she’s in stellar health 🤷🏻 she free eats anytime she wants to, she usually eats more whenever I’m sitting down to eat. Should I go back to high protein food? Actively crying holding my dog rn 😭

For reference she’s an 8 year old Catahoula leopard mix I’m not sure of her weight but she is fixed

I’ve been putting it off but I guess I need to get some work done 😩😔 I’m about to start my makeup in a bit. Anyone wanna keep me company 🙏🏻

I offer you:

-stupid jokes

-showing off my cats and dog

-helping me choose my outfit

-fun conversations

-a listening ear for rambles

I require:

-you

-minimal judgement (at least of me :P)

-willing to put up with my all over the place-ness

Oh you need more..? 😭 so demanding. Ok FINE I can put all my cards on the table.. I offer a white monster energy 😭😩

Hi yall :D I’m having a very very bad few days and I’ve decided I’m done crying and layin around. Wanna hang out or maybe call while I do my makeup and drink and smoke a lil?? :D good vibes please! :)

Anyone wanna play valorant or phasmophobia?? I know it’s mad early (or late depending on ur time zone :P) but I’m bored and no one is awake. Let’s laugh and have a good time together! Pleaseee 🙏🏻 I usually play on NA servers 👀 and don’t expect me to be good! I’m here for a fun time (aka I suck at both games😔)

I need to be up and productive like.. 30 minutes ago. But I’m soooo sleepyyyyy 😴 will you vc with me and keep me company? Pretty pleaseeee

I have to be up early tomorrow (I’m a bartender so my sleep schedule is wonky) and I desperately need someone to chit chat otp with so I don’t go back to sleep 😴 I’m in EST!! Bonus points if you have relaxing/chill vibe/voice 😎🥹

I offer to you: sleepy phone call, pet photos/video, bringing you with me while I do stuff for a bit

This is a weird post so I’m actually sorry you’re reading this rn. Ngl I’ve been doing so decently like I haven’t rly been depressed and like I’ve been enjoying hobbies and friends. But of course the downward spiral into depression and isolation and urges. Sigh. I’m rly not in a good headspace and like I’m asked why.. Idfk. I just am. BUT ANYWAYS 🤪 ANYONE WANNA CHIT CHAT AND MAYBE MAKE ME FEEL BETTER PLS PLS PLS 🙏🏻

Lmk if anyone wants to play valorant :) or call and watch me play games (while you play games too or just watch me and chat :P) first step first, stop depression cocooning in bed 😪

You want to text meeeee you want to send me positive or supportive or friendly or silly messagesssss ooOoOoOOOOoo 👻

I desperately need someone who’s gonna be there every weekday/almost every. I wake up and I lay there with my pets and think about how lonely I am and how I wish I had a designated person to talk to that is awake/responds ;-; i want to tell you about my dream I had or show you my cat stretching as he wakes up. I want to grumble about how sleepy I am and tell you about my day. Maybe it’s too much to ask for ;-; I’m EST and usually wake up around 8 if anyone just so happens to be up. Occasional phone calls are great too.. idk I’m just lonely. I have no friends really, at least none who regularly talk to me. There’s stuff about me on my profile if you’re curious, I’m just a lil goth gamer who loves their pets too much 🤷🏻🙂‍↕️🥰