Profound Experience of Love
To give context: I was dating a Girl, and the two dates we had were great. We wrote every day until she left for work oversees and ghosted me. That hurt a lot so I decided to untangle my bad feelings via meditation.
As I went through all my feelings I came to a point where i realised that all the negative feelings are still baseline love. At this very moment i began to see vivd waves of Magenta-Shade-Color and a feeling of Love throughout my whole body with goosebumps and tears running down my cheeks. A profound feeling of Love so to say. Wonderful Experience.
I ended the Meditation because I had to pee. After it, I had Visions which felt like I had this Magenta color inside of me, surrounding my heart. My thoughts at this moment were: "My guidance is Love". As I placed my Hand on my chest a word came to my Mind and I said it out loud. "Ah-Sharam".
Didn't know what it ment so i searched it up. First I just found posts about a Game I played years ago "Ash Aram builds League of Legends" because i litterally typed it in as I spoke it. After some research I found out that this is the correct pronounciation of the word "Ashram" from sanskrit. It means Monestary, place of spiritual learning so to say.
And it hit me so hard: Love is my Monestary.
Just wanted to share.
Peace and Love to all ✌️