u/GrookeTheMonke

23 dropout from uni cz expensive and am dumb, Build skills now doing job as a frontend Dev for a year.
Used AI so much in work my mind became like pmLn party members, lazy and dumb.

Lost all my skills I had + no degree tried freelancing but I never tried cz told u I'm lazy.

tried posting on Linkedin but everyone was self glazing and larping. Don't have that levels of Narcissism.
What's the solution to it of not being a lone ass?

I just got pay in my UBL and went to buy groceries from a big mart took everything i needed and realized wait my UBL card was giving errors in transactions so had to transfer my 10k from UBL to Sadapay (I use sadapay as a backup) so I can use their card, but I didn't received a shii. Been waiting for almost half hour nothing.... My UBL was showing in account statement it's been sent to my account but fvk Sadapay.

Did help center and it's just bunch of automated messages, made a ticket and then a person came and said Bear with us????? Bear what???? R we having a child????
I can't even talk properly to them. I called my UBL maybe if it's a glitch with UBL and talked with a person while giving my ID card info my balance became 0. I lost my shii again. Took Loan in zong app for 60 rupees and when time for package with zong everything starts with 69PKR....another shi lost... Then I tried to do make ur own bundle and that midass app feature wasn't loading and I had to restart my phone to make it work. I got superr Hyper but controlled (It's about sadapay not zong so let's leave it)

They said it's been sent from UBL side but I still waited 1 hour and what am i suppose to do in that 1 hour? do mujra that my cards ain't working????
I had things with me and those FINTECH SADAPAY don't even have a helpline number, neither an email nor an actual human who we can talk with just bunch of shitty automated messages.
And when u look at their tiktok it's the upper class people from LUMS/NUST doing weird ass shi instead of working??? U have a big customer base and what u doing???
I had to put back all the things i took to their original places and left empty handed with nothing
It's been 2 hours and No sign of my 10k rupees.

I m gonna sound not so smart but Idk how my brain thinks stuff. I have seen many people in life super smart in programming, math, the way they speak but they have like some kinda things/habits in them that do not make them so smart they just like normal people.
I don't make much sense but I'm not good in logical thinking in programming, math, physics, those DSA questions hurt my brain so much but idk for a reason my brain can predict things based on probability rates, read people up, see through all those manipulations or propaganda (Yeah ik its related to logic because based on me the higher the emotion in the brain the easy to manipulate the person), read people whole character up based on the way they talk or act, and idk can see how this thing gonna affect them in the future (which is normal i think), but IK that doesn't make me smart and it's not IQ related but isn't this all involves thinking too?? maybe different sides.

I argue with my brain too much and that brain of me find solutions for me randomly with no research and when i actually research that thing that IK through my brain majority times turn out to be true. I know the brain look for patterns but maybe it's just overthinking of me. I got so obsessed with the brain capability i know for a fact that you can rewrite your brain based on what u feed it, you become what u feed your mind (Law of attraction), and our body is a tool.

Btw I have two autoimmune diseases and I was thinking if we can rewrite our whole life just by rewriting the brain what if we can cure our diseases by believing in it or our body could cure itself..
I know sound bizarre but I'm curious actually got so much curious after being dead for so long in my room btw I read in a religious book that there's a cure for every disease we just have to find it.
Now if you think our brain so strong that every addiction whether socials, corn, drugs, AI, all affect the brain, must be a reason why someone trying to weaken the brain up so much...
I guess I'm overthinking but still idk.

I m gonna sound not so smart but Idk how my brain thinks stuff. I have seen many people in life super smart in programming, math, the way they speak but they have like some kinda things/habits in them that do not make them so smart they just like normal people.
I don't make much sense but I'm not good in logical thinking in programming, math, physics, those DSA questions hurt my brain so much but idk for a reason my brain can predict things based on probability rates, read people up, see through all those manipulations or propaganda (Yeah ik its related to logic because based on me the higher the emotion in the brain the easy to manipulate the person), read people whole character up based on the way they talk or act, and idk can see how this thing gonna affect them in the future (which is normal i think), but IK that doesn't make me smart and it's not IQ related but isn't this all involves thinking too?? maybe different sides.

I argue with my brain too much and that brain of me find solutions for me randomly with no research and when i actually research that thing that IK through my brain majority times turn out to be true. I know the brain look for patterns but maybe it's just overthinking of me. I got so obsessed with the brain capability i know for a fact that you can rewrite your brain based on what u feed it, you become what u feed your mind (Law of attraction), and our body is a tool.

Btw I have two autoimmune diseases and I was thinking if we can rewrite our whole life just by rewriting the brain what if we can cure our diseases by believing in it or our body could cure itself..
I know sound bizarre but I'm curious actually got so much curious after being dead for so long in my room.
Now if you think our brain so strong that every addiction whether socials, corn, drugs, AI, all affect the brain, must be a reason why someone trying to weaken the brain up so much...
I guess I'm overthinking but still idk.