It's my birthday, but I feel extremely lonely...
It's my birthday, but I feel extremely lonely. I don't have many friends, and I don't have anyone to celebrate with me. I feel useless sometimes, like nobody is really happy to have my presence in this world. I just turned 33, and it feels so lonely...
I'm still single at this age, and sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find my person. I wish I had someone, someone I could share my day with, have deep conversations with, laugh with, vent to, and simply exist comfortably around. I crave genuine connection and companionship more than anything.
Birthdays have a way of making you reflect on your life, and today, all I can think about is how much I wish I had people around me who truly celebrated my existence. I want to share a beautiful life with someone, create memories together, experience the little moments, and have someone who chooses me every day.
I know life isn't a race, but sometimes it's hard not to look around and wonder why things haven't happened for me yet. I miss having someone to talk to when things feel heavy. I miss the version of life I imagined I would have by now... :(
I think what I really wanted this birthday was connection, to feel seen, understood, and loved. Right now, I just feel lonely, and I hate this feeling...