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I’ve had this recurring dream for months, maybe years, who knows. Usually I don’t remember any of my dreams, but I’ve been sick and coughing a lot, which has made me wake easily and also allowed me to remember parts of what my mind goes through during night.

I’ve dreamed about a place, not a specific location but more of a place in time and space, where I’ve been almost stuck. It’s like an overlap between realms, between realities that are locked upon each other. It’s that space where they perfectly align, and if you’re not careful enough you get stuck in that “empty place”. Funny enough it almost looks like a picture above several pictures, and in this realm is a somewhat blurry image of a pinkish bus from the 70’s. It’s blurry because there’s probably other images both behind and in front of that picture.

Has anyone had any dream like that?

How would you interpret it?

It’s not scary, it just feels like a truth, and the truth is never scary it just is what it is, until our human mind start to change it by our own restrictions.. By “a truth” I mean I do believe in the endless of possibilities, and there’s not just one truth to anything.

My psychologist told me, on our last session ever, that I need to try not to be such a perfectionist about myself and others. That I demand extremely high standards for myself.

All I can think of is all the reasons why I’m not even close to being perfect, and I guess that’s what he means. That I’m never satisfied with myself and what I do.

Lately I’ve seen a lot of posts about ADHD and the need of being perfect is correlated. It makes me wonder, is this an adhd trait? Never to feel good enough, to not being able to get started with something due to fear of failure?

I do have adhd, but I’m still learning exactly what that means to me.