Nobody cares but I am so proud of myself and that I made this at 3 am
Edit: I literally made a spelling mistake in the third word (oops) but I can't find any other mistakes, also I drew this in Krita
To keep it short and simple because I just need to get this off my chest, 3 months ago today I had a late miscarriage, very recently my boyfriends broke up with me, and as strong as I'm trying to be I can't help but break down when I'm alone. I think of myself a mother, know I would have been a great one, and it hurts that others don't.
So recently my boyfriend broke up with me, I will not go into details.
On that day, him, a friend, and a woman who is probably a prime reason he broke up with me (nothing cheating related) came into our apartment and they took some stuff off my altars while taking some of his things. Considering how quickly I was forced to disassemble them and pack them away, I haven't yet had the chance to even dedicate a little place or do anything meaningful to apologize. I am not scared the gods will be mad at me, but I am extremely disappointed that someone I deemed close to me would disrespect my worship space and my gods in that way. Truly, because I know it was done out of malice, I have been praying for them to be forgiven.
I have been praying, but it feels "wrong" without a place to pour a libation or light a candle or incense. Any ideas on what I could do before I am able to set up an altar again, or is what I am doing now okay? Even when I do come back to my mom's home, I think anyone who's been away and then came back years later can relate to the "yup, they turned my room into a storage room" situation, so first I'll have to clean out everything, and only then can my altars come back truly to how I would like them to be.
Tldr: I had things taken off my altars and then had to remove them for the time being and it hurts