It’s true that humans are not on some competition and we should appreciate the journey along the way. But I’ve been stagnant for so long due to my own mental health issues, now that I’m finally ok, I need to achieve alot of things and feel behind my peers.
What would you do as a person in their early 20s except for partying and fun?
These are free but I’m unable to click on these features on any other videos either.
So I rematched around 7 times with this guy. And each time I lost except the 7th time where he played normal and similar level to mine. I was genuinely trying my best to figure out how I could be losing in a row. It was making me stressed and frustrated the entire time.
His account got banned permanently during the 8th play and got to find out he was cheating the entire time. I never even once thought about how he could be using some software to cheat. I thought it was just some dumb luck.
He was even chatting saying “G7 bro, you blundered.” The audacity of this cheater lol.
Anyways, I got my points back.
Well, hope he got his limited amount of time of some delusional superiority.
People change. People loose their feelings. I don’t think that’s wrong at all. It’s better to just let the other person know and leave. It sucks being the one who lost the feelings. You still wanna be friends. You care for them and love them even but the attraction and romantic feelings are just not there. I have tried countless of times to stay but my heart just can’t. I don’t why either. It just…faded. It makes me feel like a b for not feeling it anymore.
It makes me feel like a really bad person for losing my feelings. It’s better not to be friends with them and you should cut them off completely cause sooner or later they bring up the resentment towards you and it sucks.
But I wanted to part ways without making it bitter but guess I couldn’t. I’m completely aware some guy in the future might lose their feelings for me too but hey, it’s a real world right? What can I do? I feel helpless. People change. Feelings fade. People evolve. Their needs change. It’s just real life. Not some picture perfect fantasy world. I’m sorry to be this way. I don’t like it but I can’t force myself to be in a relationship either.