Idk, I still maintain that I'm not trans. But if I am then that was the first sign lmao.
She leans in and goes "you little dumb bitch." Havn't been that giddy in ages at that point. Depression and a naturally stoic character (nah, it was just more depression but let me have this) really made that noteworthy
What if Prussia took Bohemia in the Brotherswar?
What if Ronald Reagan lost his first Election?
What if the Ottomans settled in Centralasia/ Persia?
What if Germany kept Namibia after ww1?
What if Congress allowed the annexation of Cuba but demanded freedom for the Philipines?
What if Greater Arabia was formed after ww1?
What if the Sauds were blamed for 9/11?
What if the Russian Ultra Nationalist took over Crimea in 1921?
What if the Treaties of ww1 were properly enforced on the Central Powers?
What if Hitler didn't return to Politics after his prison sentence?
What if the SPD didn't aid in the assasination of german Socialist?
What if the Netherlands elected the their Fascist Government but the Nazis fell to a democratic coup after the Sudeten crisis?
What if the Soviets nuked Japan?
What if North Korea went anarchist in the 50s?
What if South Vietnam won?
What if the Celts fled to Ireland to escape christianity?
What if France alienated Britain with their revanchist sentiment in the early 1900s?
What if President Taft drowned in his tub?
What if McKinnley wasn't assasinated?
What if Stalin fled to Mexico in 1924?
What if the Spanish Flu was much more devastating?
What if a Anarcho-Communist did kill the Japanese Emperor?
What if Japan went North instead?
What if Israel lost the 6 Day war (or was it 7?)?
What if South Africa was returned to the Dutch in exchange for Indonesia?
What if germany got more of West Africa instead of East Africa?
What if the Hohenzollern took the Spanish throne after the Franco-Prussian war?
What if the Aztecs had controlled Cuba?
What if the New World was discovered before Africa was circumvented?
What if France Henry the 8th happened in France and Britain stayed catholic?
What if the Pyke ended the Danelaw?
What if the Polish Lithuanian Commonwealth returned thanks to Woodrow Willson?
What if Einstein fled to the USSR instead?
What if Werner von Braun fled to Argentina?
What if Germany and France won the Spacerace.
What if East Germany kept Königsberg?/What if Russia had to sell Königsberg to Germany or Poland?
What if Mao died during the long march?
What if Siam turned Communist in the interwar period?
What if Phillipe Hart was President?
What if LBJ was assasinated instead of JFK?
What if Cuba nuked Florida after the Kennedy spoke to Krushev?
What if the Germans colonized Patagonia?
What if Hanover colonized West Australia?
What if there was a Austronesian Empire from Australia to Mexico?
What if the native American went extinct weeks before Columbus arrived?
What if the Native Americans had been introduced to european diseases by the Vikings?
What if Spain actually tried to "civilise" the americans like they said they would?
What if the south had introduced industrial slavery in the 1850s?
What if the USSR survived in Central Asia?
Hey, I've (M21) been ghosting around here for a while and many people told me I come off as an Egg or that I'm indenial or maybe agender or nonebinary but trans. Etc. I myself am not so sure about that. Yes I have been thinking about it for years by now and do have a lot of the cliche trans signals like playing the female character in pokemon as a kid. But that honestly doesn't mean anything to me.
Anyways. About a year ago I met my best friend, who happens to be a transwoman (trans-woman? ...Trans woman?). Since then I've started questioning my own sexuality and being more open about LGBTQ things. For the record I was always an ally, just not a very attentive one, sorry...
I'm fairly sure I'm Aegosexual, which is a type of Asexuality where you feel arousal over things you're partially removed from, like porn.
Now to get into some... personal nsfw stuff. I often... uh... strangle my snake... while thinking of myself as a woman in a woman relationship. But does that mean I'm trans or does that just mean that thinking of myself as a woman removes me enough to be arousing for an Aegosexual? I know this is not the speciality of this sub and I will cross post too but all help is welcomed and needed... ^^"
Thanks for reading.
The list:
Evelyn (Eve as a nickname >:D)
Astrid
Lorelei
Roxan/Roxane/Roxanne (or Roxy as a Nickname >:] )
Briar
Lux (Luxuria >>>:])
Clover
Ember
Kate/Kathrine/Cathrine (Cat as a nickname >:3)
River
Zoe
Indigo (might ne a stretch but let a gal (I'm not one but still!) Dream!)
Gwen
Before you say anything. I said it's a cool list not a long one! Grrrr. You things!!! (affectionately)
I also want to say that some of you really need some more confidence, you guys and girls are amazing and yes society does not see it yet but I assure you you have allies in this world. Never give up fighting, the world would be worse without you.
I've ried playing the US before and got fairly far as well, I think. My run ended after the liberation of South and Central Africa (my file was corrupted, rip.) I went with Benett because I heard somewhere that he reforms the OFN but found him kind of boring. I also lost in the Phillipines and Dominica. I somehow won Madagaskar by clicking random shit but no way I can pull off that again. I think Japan was also drinking paint by the bucket in that game.
So, got any advise for those proxy conflicts? Which president should I play to get a nice AltHist president to clean up the country? Not the racist one that runs with Bobby Kennedy.
Don't mind me, just screaming into the Void. ^^
A lot of the stuff fits to me, fits to me like a glove actually. Like "Yes I like big boob lady, she look so nice in red dress" but kiss her??? Look at her... fleshbags!? Idk, seems kikd of cringe...
Sorry. I can't take anything serious when I'm stressed. Also, imposzer syndrom is crushing me.