My orginal post was removed but im just Curious on what that looks like ive been struggling for years with my foundation in Christ but how do you abide i need advice from you brethren
Does anyone know a safe way to find a room to rent Facebook seens to be filled with scammers
I tried pad split and im a disabled veteran so i get a fixed income and 800 a month is alittle above the budget, If anyone has any advice let me know
Not looking for a place so hopefully not against the rules just advice on the sources
My orginal post was removed but im just Curious on what that looks like ive been struggling for years with my foundation in Christ but how do you abide i need advice from you brethren
How do you find a way out of the trouble i have bipolar disorder service connected i dont blame it for my mood swings but even years ago it was like i would receive Gods grace and feel free from the burdens of my failures now everything is a debate in my head im not sure whats really true anymore i know his word is true i do believe in Jesus i put genuine faith in him but everytime i try to come back or turn my ways towards him its empty completely almost like i was forced out of his hands by my constant rebellion, Cant sleep from anxiety ill be judged and casted away, Wondering if those warnings in scripute about falling away negated his holy spirit being with me forever i lack trust in anyone or any church, I feel beyond repair and broken in my faith , Not just fallen and then restored but like something is truly broken in my soul.. and i don't know what to do the scripture isn't lighting my spirit ot giving me any assurance
How do you find a way out of the trouble i have bipolar disorder service connected i dont blame it for my mood swings but even years ago it was like i would receive Gods grace and feel free from the burdens of my failures now everything is a debate in my head im not sure whats really true anymore i know his word is true i do believe in Jesus i put genuine faith in him but everytime i try to come back or turn my ways towards him its empty completely almost like i was forced out of his hands by my constant rebellion, Cant sleep from anxiety ill be judged and casted away, Wondering if those warnings in scripute about falling away negated his holy spirit being with me forever i lack trust in anyone or any church, I feel beyond repair and broken in my faith , Not just fallen and then restored but like something is truly broken in my soul.. and i don't know what to do the scripture isn't lighting my spirit ot giving me any assurance
I guess my cry out recently here was not really just abandonment but a experience many believers go through
Called the dark night of the soul , i do feel unsaved or casted away or like God is not for me anymore for 6 years or so i would be on and off with him relying on emotional highs everytime and then once it fades i find that high in something else even though i love God i thought he had enough and i try to find comfort in his word and it gives nothing i live by a deep depression now constantly i ln fear to even sleep every night though i get this experience where he feels somewhat near but not really
I do believe im going through some form of chastisment or a dark night of the soul like some say, but again i dont know really whats going on i cant even fast fully i don't really know who i am anymore either i just plug my self in my phone and i try to wait for the Lord to do some miracle in my heart but he hasn't in months no guidance from the holy spirit no love for others just darkness..