u/Healthy_Report_4336

I've been on Estradiol enanthate for 1.8 months now (4 MG aka 0.1 mL every seven days)
Now, while I can't get blood tests (due to my state not allowing minors to get them without parental consent even if out of pocket) I want to still supress my T and be on course for my best transition.

So! If anyones wants to reccomend a higher dose just based off my information that would be helpful!

I am 17 , I've had a testicle removed (left with one) and I am withnessing a couple of changes already in my body but still noticing MAYBE some chin / jaw growth :/ (i cannot tell for the life of me if its dysphoria or what)

I've had no negitive side effects and everything seems to be fine and dandy soo let me know! ^^

So today was injection day and I forgot to prime my injection needle after switching from the drawing needle (to push until a tiny bit of medicine is visible before injection)

Should I be worried or am I fine! I just worry a lot about injections and stuff really because I’m naturally an overthinking 🥲🥲

This was an IM injection by the way!

I’m 17, have been waiting years for my parents to come around to the idea of H.R.T

I’ve been to multiple doctors, all saying its perfectly fine and they’d only need my parents consent (which they didn’t receive)

I’ve been socially transitioning, presenting fem, but as the days pass I can feel like I’m losing a piece of myself everyday

I’ve contemplated going on diy but I don’t have a job, I have some money saved up on my high school checking account but I’m just so scared and nervous for many reasons (being caught, being given laced pills, scams, running out of money, etc.)

I don’t know what to do anymore, I thought things couldn’t possible get worse but they have and dysphoria is all on my mind 24/7 and even if I get on hrt this instant it won’t fix the time I’ve spent waiting for hrt and just that thought alone already makes me cry and angry

Hoping someone sees this, relates or something idk anymore i’m just in so much pain it’s hard to even describe

My family found out I’ve been fasting and making me eat!!

How can I hide a plate of food without them noticing (i don’t like purging so pls anything else <3)