Where do the balls end up after surgery?
Im just wondering where they end up after the transition like what happens to them
Please comment if you know please thank you
Im just wondering where they end up after the transition like what happens to them
Please comment if you know please thank you
alright, so here comes my next post, im 22F and i have been on HRT for almost a month now! yippie! so lets go over the positives:
for one, my breasts are starting to bud which is a very good sign !!! my skin feels way softer to the touch instead of less "coarse" id say? idk. my mental health has gotten a bit better and im not thinking about ending my life anymore, though, i still have lots of dysphoria moments depsite being on HRT but i think itll work out overtime...not sure! i feel a lot more chatty and i am def able to feel strong emotions a lot easier!!!
that being said...none of these changes are really that extreme, and its worrying me a lot. maybe im just being impatient i dont really know but i currently take estriadol valerate, 4mg every 5 days and such and so far i havent seen huge changes and ive been kinda dissapointed / worried that this stuff isnt working? idk. how was it for you guys? id love to hear. once i get my levels checked in july in def bumping up to 5mg and maybe even 6mg. but, again, i want to hear how progress was for you guys. ive also begun socially transitioning. which so far its going...alright? its kinda hard since my dad and sister dont even know im trans and im taking hrt behind my whole familie's back. i plan to tell them one day but thatll be a post for another time.
anyways, sorry about the long ramble i like to yap about these things. what do you guys think? anything would help me out a ton. :)
P.S. idk if this flair is a blogpost or a question, so im just putting down question for the time being
~ SBG
hey girlies and guylies !!! 22F on estrogen for a month now, yippie !!! i think im already starting to get a major change besides budding and softer skin but i can pick up smells way better and they smell stronger to me now??? is that normal??? idk ive been going crazy about it all morning just let me know ty yall !!! ill give a more detailed post soon cause i got a lot to talk about :P
24FTM anyone willing to give my numbers a look? my oestradiol is 284 pmol/l FSH is 13.7 u/l and LH 30.8 u/l. everything else is in range but these are all high, not sure what to do about them. many thanks :)
so i have wasted 3 alcohol wipes 1 needle and 1 dose, i couldn't do it i just couldn't put it in me i always stoped just before it when in i have tryed music and distraction but like a almost physically can't, can anyone hlep?
Just a discussion post really. I'm not encouraging anybody to get HRT from online markets/other unsafe practices - this is just pure curiosity.
I'm aware that, yes, you do have to have to be careful while buying things online that haven't been vetted. However, having had to buy other medications online, I've had no problem, having exercised caution, and it's made it possible for me to have deal with stuff I would have never otherwise been able to (I love the NHS).
From what I've seen, general online pharmacies seem to be about the same price as other HRT sources, but on Indian market websites, I've seen vials of both T and E going for less than £10. Importing T from abroad obviously has a legal risk, so I wouldn't consider it, but I do wonder whether people would benefit from buying estradiol generics, given it could be about 1/3 of the price (having accounted for shipping).
Given that HRT is very cheap to actually produce, and how much cheaper medications are in India, I can't imagine that there would be an actual health risk from these products, since it's not like it would be laced. At most, would it not just be underdosed or something? In which case, the worst possible outcomes are either being scammed, or receiving an underdosed vial.
Despite all this, it's not something I've heard actually discussed in DIY spaces.
I'm already on nebido and this was the only vial they had left. I used medical grade before that. How do you know how much to inject and what its half life is?
I'm 10 weeks on T (.3 weekly test. cypionate injection, 200mg/mL concentration) and have gotten very little results. Some (mild bottom growth, some body hair) but not much. Blood tested 4 days after injection. 1125, is it too much and aromatizing or is there another reason I'm not getting results?
Usually I do subq, but yesterday's injection gone wrong and I don't think I got my needle deep enough to even hit the fat layer. It also felt very differently from my usual subq injection, so I'm almost entirely sure that I did it into the skin instead of fat. Today when I woke up, I could tell that my levels dropped, because I have higher voice (I'm only 5 weeks on T so it's very noticeable), bad mood, anxiety, and no bottom growth itchiness. What should I do now? Will it even absorb at all? Should I reinject it properly now? Or should I just wait to see what happens? I can't find almost any information about it and I feel like I will die if I waste an entire week.
Hi! I’m making a Google doc to help me outline my thought process on whether I want to take T or not—and thought I might come here for some help! Feel free to throw anything at me!
this probably looks suspicious to anyone reading this to be frank considering this account was just made today but i will pretend that this concern doesn’t exist.
i am a 15 year old trans girl who isn’t able to purchase bitcoin directly (no monetary autonomy, i only have physical cash and cannot transfer it). tried bringing this up with my parents, they’re both diy skeptics and want me to go through the traditional route that i would have to wait far too long to actually get anything. im in a very susceptible time in my life when it comes to masculinization so im worried that the wait would be far too long. kind of at a standstill. tried bitcoin depot but it doesn’t function properly.
in essence, i am very desperate and need any help that can be given.
This is a hail mary, I think I'm entirely lost. I'm 15, ftm, I've been trying to diy for near a year now and just finally about 4 days ago stopped being a pussy and tried to order supplies. I lost all of my money to my prepaid card being put on hold for potential fraud. The support people wanted an ID and I do not have one. And even then it just sounded sketchy. It was 100 dollars, all I have now is about 40 bucks cash and I'm afraid to to get another card. The needles/syringes I think I can figure out myself somehow? I mean I have enough for them and maybe I could try to walk off next time I got with my parents to walmart and see if I can get some otc because there's a pharamcy connected to that walmart. If not I don't know but I don't wanna be a total fucking bum and ask for that too. But the testosterone itself I'm absolutely lost on I don't have the money for it and even if I did I don't understand crypto well. I feel disgusted with myself, I don't want to wait any longer than even just three months from now, I feel at that point I'll be too far gone with fucking growth plates or whatever and I'll be stuck as a fucking disgusting double puberty flesh sack creature for the rest of my life. I wish I'd just tried doing this so long ago I feel so disgusting and like I'll be like this forever. I planned to just die if I couldn't get this done soon enough, I just didn't expect for everything to fail so early on. I'll do anything really I'm desperate i can provide the proof that the card was put on hold or whatever I can voice call to explain stuff better, I'm desperate and I don't know what to do. I hate to ebeg but I feel like it's all I can do now I'm really sorry I'm just lost.
Edit: I think I have someone helping me now actually. But I'm not sure if it will work out. I'm not sure what's happening in general, still might need help with the needles. I don't know. I don't know anything.
I'm going on T soon, but I just realized I have no idea how to inject or anything.
I'm getting cyp 250 and I want to go low-dose to start. 1mL luer lock syringe, with 23g to draw and 25g to inject.
Any advice or tips, literally anything?
16 yo been doing diy hrt injection EC for about a month the place I been buying from just went out of business permanently and I also have been trying to get some t blocker can someone dm me where I can buy frm.
ANY ADVICE APPRECIATED
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Planning on doing 50 mg of t for 3 months, I heard after 3 months you should up your dosage but, I can’t get blood tests due to accessibility and money.
Any signs I should look for?
recently started dating another ftm and i just got him started on T so he hasn't experienced any atrophy yet but i want to make sure he stays out of pain.
i currently have a T prescription through planned parenthood so i potentially could ask for a cream through them but i'd prefer not to unless it is cheaper or the only feasible route. not sure if insurance will cover it, they don't cover the testosterone and that's why i DIY.
could estradiol gel be usable if it's dosed so that total E levels will remain in male range or will that just cause the same problems? is there a way to make localized E cream yourself?
I wasted two needles and accidentally dropped the syringe with t already in there
But the syringe was the drawing syringe so I just replaced the needle with the injection one and wiped the syringe with alcohol pads
The hardest part was getting the right dosage since the concentrate would move and that will confuse me so I would have to put back all the t back in the vial
Anyone else have any advice?
It’s kinda hard for me to read where the liquid was at since it would bubble
I really hope I got the right amount in that shi
I think I got the right amount 😭 since I saw the t touch the 2ml line
Most likely not possible in my country. But I am going to ask from my doctor. Studies I should read? Something I should know? Something I should find information about? Any ideas how to propound this to doctor who most likely has never heard of this?
Hi I've been trying to work out how to get estrogen injections, but I just can't figure it out.
Like I know wheeeere but not the stupid bitcoin thing 😭
Is there anyone that could walk me through it?
so i have tried doing p2p bitcoin apps, but a problem i am running into is that i only have a usaa custodial account and a fidelity investment custodial account (not sure if that can be used for anything), and pretty much all of the payment methods are restricted to >18 apps, or bank transfers that a lot of them my custodial account doesn’t allow, if anyone can help it would be greatly appreciated