u/Fit_Milk_2314

HS Junior, two years left of public school. I don't live in a red area or anything but it's not exactly safe or friendly, but I am on E (June 20 2026)

Breast growth and fat redistribution are the major concerns for me; while they take a while (longer than just 2 years) to hit full effect, 2 years is still plenty of time for them to intensify. Meanwhile, I will be going to public school. I will also be hanging out with my friends who live in the neighborhood with me.

Points of interest are

Hiding breast growth at school

Hiding fat redistribution at school

Doing the previous two whenever outside of the house or hanging out with a friend

What to do if it becomes literally uncopeable and I cannot hide the effects for one reason or another, or I get outed.

I'm only 16 so maybe it's too early to make this judgement but it feels like all my life I've been just kind of dull on my feet (unable to make good judgements on basically anything in a limited time) and overly submissive in all types of social situations.

I can understand all sorts of semi complex concepts and ideas if I study or think about them enough, but I am totally incapable of fully understanding even mildly complex social situations while they're unfolding. I always manage to leave something out or forget something or even just not perceive something (or perceive something that isn't actually there). Sometimes I just give up actually trying to understand a situation and then I just pretend I do. I have never won an argument in my life (even when I knew I was right) against anyone besides my family, I always cede power in conversations to others, the only times I'm ever made to be powerful in a social situation are when the other people willingly choose to give me the power because theyre my friend or I outrank them in some way.

I worry that having poor intuition and no ability to be dominant is going to just be who I am. that I have some disorders or something that doom me from birth to be this way. It just feels inherent to me, that I will never be able to stand up for myself and I'll just be this stupid pathetic dog until I die.

This is not to say I want to embed a video *player* that can access the internet, I very specifically want to be able to playback a video file inside the world (I already know how to handle audio)

7k prem player, i wanted to post stuff here to get a better understanding of what i'm doing wrong. What's the best value I can get from a clip? Aim rush, a very bad clip, a random round? A good clip & a bad clip?

Would it be best (and acceptable) to make multiple posts over a longer period of time with all of these?

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I saw a drawing I made over 2 years ago and I realized I've had practically zero improvement since then. Obviously I'm technically better now than then but the progress is pretty underwhelming. I want to get better, I'm going to find those art books I have laying around and look through them, I'm going to watch tutorials and practice. I'll get to the level I want.

sometimes we 5 stack and I know that some specific players are gonna do better or worse. the skill difference isnt massive, maybe one rank between the best and worst player, but still curious if theres some things we should be aware of while playing.

ex: some players can control AK recoil and others cant control any kind of recoil, some players have better understanding of crosshair placement and mechanics like counterstrafing and others are still getting their footing.

I'm getting my prescription for HRT in a couple of days, but I will have to not take it until I can bank my sperm. I don't really care about my sperm and frankly its kind of annoying that I cant take my HRT until it's banked, and in the few weeks since my initial appointment my parents still havent gotten it frozen. So how long should it take to set up the appointment? I want to get it over with as fast as possible. As another question, how long can I take HRT before my sperm quality actually gets affected?