I broke up with my ex and she deleted everything, I regret all of it.
My ex was a troubled person, she had undiagnosed depression and probably some form of personality disorder. She was so sweet in my life, and I loved every part of her, but she had a problem. She'd constantly leave me, for weeks on end. No contact, no explanation, nothing. I was always so scared for her, for what could have happened to her, but she'd always come back.
I got so tired of it, watching what felt like the person I loved die and come back everyday. I told her over and over again to stop and she'd promise she would but the changes never happened, she never got the help she needed. One day, after sending an ultimatum, I had enough. I broke up with her. Sent her a message ending things. Not even a few hours later I come back to see all of her accounts gone, when I tried to call her it didn't go through.
I became so depressed and fucked with myself, I tried to move on, I found someone new, but still my heart yearned for her. I had a dream last night where I met her again. She was cosplaying Bocchi, her favorite anime character. I miss her everyday. All I hope is maybe someday she'll see this, and at least tell me a goodbye.