Updates on situation?
Any updates on anything? Might be a dumb question but figured I’d ask.
Any updates on anything? Might be a dumb question but figured I’d ask.
Is the most recent ongoing comic series worth diving into?
Hey. Hate that I have to write this, but I intend on breaking up with someone I’ve been absolutely in love with for three years. Some time ago, he went out with someone I knew I couldn’t trust. Before that he’d ditch me to go hang out with friends often. I mean, make plans, then have them cancelled to go hang out with these friends, and said guy.
After that, we started seeing each other less and less. Once a week if I’m lucky. Sex is virtually non-existent. Not that its everything in a relationship, but it was an important part of ours for a long time, and now it doesn’t exist. And thats fine. I don’t expect anyone to do that if they don’t want to. I could never fault someone for that. No means no.
But after that first incident of going out with someone behind my back, I could never trust him the same. I tried communicating. I asked to see each other more often, always an excuse. Random disappearing at random times throughout the day, location all of a sudden not able to be found. When I’d ask for pictures of them or their cat (who I love very much), all of a sudden, they go MIA. I know what this looks and sounds like. I’m discarded, I’m put on a shelf.
I know I have to leave and move forward. It’s just so hard. I’ll miss the kisses and hugs, and what good we had. But I feel betrayed, discarded and lied to. I’ll miss his face, and his skin and his laugh and his everything. But I can’t keep being hurt anymore. So many people have told me it’s time to go when I vent to them. I just don’t know why I can’t find it in me to do what I have to.