Can anyone resonate with this?
I am a 33M asexual who up until tonight had never had a full sexual encounter. In fact, up until 18 I had never masturbated or thought of doing so until I inadvertently discovered my fetish. I have never had a wet dream involving anyone else, solely the fetish.
I decided to meet another man whom I found pleasant looking enough. He seemed to like me personally, and once we started having sex I guess it became clear to him he was dealing with a functionally blind person inasmuch as sex is involved. But nonetheless he wanted to give me anal, which was actually not painful like I had thought before when someone else tried. During this I actually found it intriguing in a slightly enjoyable way. But I did not feel arousal down there for the most part, even though I was semi-erect. Even so, I found the energy kind of entertaining particularly when he orgasmed.
Right after this, it was clear he wanted nothing to do with me. So he wouldn't even do anything to make me finish. So I guess that's the dumpster fire people lament about the apps.
Are there any asexual men who have also had this experience? I am intrigued to try it out again, but does that then make me not as asexual I as I thought?
