My partners grandpa thrifted for yeaaaars and we’ve been cleaning the “shed” he passed down to my partner (it technically is a shed but feels rude calling it that as it is huge and two levels). we’ve been cleaning for over 6 years now, my partner grew up playing in there and we STILL find new things to this day. this is one of the coolest in my opinion so far!
info: 27f with BPD
and i’m genuinely so fucking over it.
you develop FP or feelings like crazy? you fall in love with people by the drop of a hat?? you obsess over someone instantly? any of this AND can’t control yourself?
hold my hand when i say this… leave people the fuck alone or learn to control yourself!!!!
maybe not let people know you’re completely obsessed with them in a day when they specifically wanna be JUST friends AND have a partner of 8+ years?
like i’m so sick of this shit, seriously. if your new friend is your obsession? get help. if you can’t stop thinking about them, blowing up their phone, begging for attention, GET FUCKING HELP.
how about if someone posts about wanting a friend, and you struggle with this, LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!????!!!???
so fucking tired of people swearing they want to be my friend and then get some fucking obsession or possession over me?? EXCUSE ME!?! the second i don’t answer? losing it. i talk about my partner? losing it. GET HELP.
IF YOUR FRIEND DOESNT ANSWER OR FEED INTO YOUR UNHEALTHY HABIT AND THAT MAKES YOU NOT REPLY TO THEM TO “punish” THEM??? GET!!!! FUCKING!!!! HELP!!!!!
Let’s identify another word layer of that!!! you add how people BPD struggle with infidelity because of all the problems that come with BPD? now, you’re actually sick, congrats!!! Fucking sickening.
i’m so beyond mad, i just want a fucking friend to understand me or some things i go through, that’s it, like come THE FUCK on.
My partner went to bed (understandably it’s late) but usually i spiral when he leaves me up alone, i was hoping that by talking to someone and just casually yapping, then i can avoid that! I’m 27f who adores bugs, crafting, art, video games, poetry/writing, witchcraft, pretty much anything!
Sorry for the dumb photos🥲 this is Apollo! Bought him as a male and my first T (G. pulchripes). The seller thinks he was 3 when he sold him to me in 2023, and he’s molted with me twice so far. Is it normal if he isn’t mature yet at 6? I’ve heard so many different opinions but he’s still food motivated (this was right before his meal) and i personally don’t see “boxing gloves” or hooks yet. But i will say everything i know is from research and not personal experience.
Hihi, just doing an insane amount of cleaning, it’s horrible in this shed. But! i’m staying calm and doing my best 🫠 just want someone who’s down to chat back and forth throughout my cleaning session! Doesn’t have to be BPD related topics, just in general! I personally just like talking to people who can understand some of my brain 😅
Ya tell people “hey look, i got issues okay? no like genuine issues.. i have BPD, it’s more on the quiet side but here’s how my brain works..” but then they’re fucking confused when you split and spiral?
LIKE FUCKING INSERT SHOCKED PIKACHU FACE HERE YOU DUMB FUCK.
Wooooowwwww you mean to tell me your personality disorder.. affects your.. personality!?!? WOAH WHAT A FUCKING BREAK THROUGH OMGOMG. :0000000 huuuuh???
“i thought you were better!!! you haven’t lost it in soo long!!” wow!! mental health is a on a spectrum that constantly moves!?!? you aren’t always okay?!?!? OMGGG IM SHOOKETH WOW. WOW WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWIW.
thanks for coming to my ted talk, i’ve been working so hard, i lost my shit today for the first time in a long time (literally was less than 10 minutes before i shook back) i just need to scream and go off and then shake back (again) and collect all the pieces of everything i destroyed :)))))
going smoke a blunt while laying on the dock✌️🥲
so tired of having to be up alone with my thoughts because most people i know are normal human beings with decent sleeping schedules. i just wanna bullshit and talk about random things to keep my mind from wandering.
Hi! i’m just looking for someone i can talk to, especially on nights like these where i’m stuck awake with my own thoughts. Adults only obvi, but preferably 25+, I love gaming, crafting of any kind, entomology, herping, nature, DND, witchcraft, longboarding, dressing up, LARPing and resin art. i’ll try almost anything once and i love talking about anything honestly, i’ll send you all the pet pictures❤️ please only kind and open minded people!
I’ve had an insane amount of just bullshit happening lately, especially today and i just don’t even know what to do, i’m shutting down to the point to where i can’t even spiral if i wanted to. it’s almost 3 in the morning, alone again with my own thoughts, it’s getting tiring and i’m just at a lost honestly.