u/Hoshineko28

So my birth name is Giada (Giade in eng)

I'm mainly non-binary so even if I like it, it's too fem and I would like to try some neutral names as a secondary option.

I have some kind of list but idk.

Do you have any ideas, opinions or experiences?

How do people begin experimenting I'm so shy to ever ask to try neutral pronouns.

I always thought I was attracted to men and maybe masc people, but I had like two real crushes in my entire life and never had an actual romantic relationship.

As for who am I attracted to, I always thought I was attracted to men and maybe masc/androgyne people. But when queer fem people flirt with me or when women that socialize with me have strong positive vibes or self esteem I feel weird and kinda admire them.

As for attraction I'm only sure to be in the asexual spectrum because I'm just not interested and kinda disgusted by sexual stuff but maybe I might try only with someone I deeply trust out of curiosity or just to have a child.

The rest I'm unsure because I DO want a romantic relationship but every time it wasn't something reciprocated.

I am also considering to be in the aro spectrum, not sure if I just need a lot of time to open and trust someone or I just have trust issues.

Last thing abt aro spectrum is that when a best friend disappears from my life it feels devastating leaving this awkward empty sensation I can't get rid of.

I know I wrote a lot sorry, what do you think?