u/Hot-Consequence6789

It makes me so upset that I only get one life and I have to live my best years like this

I want to preface with saying that I am a preteen, so I have no control over my situation.

The worst parts of my situation are that we have a lot of pets, despite being poor. While not a day goes by where we don't feed our dogs and cats, there are times where we can only just afford food for them. We also can't afford to buy them treats or toys, which I know aren't necessary, but they would have better lives if this was so. One of my dogs (we have 3) is also sometimes aggressive, and we have to constantly keep our other dog seperate from the aggressive one, which in itself is very dangerous the fact that we have to keep them apart. And as much as I love my pets (I really do, I would die for them), I just wish they could go to different families who could get them nicer stuff, and that we didn't have to keep an aggressive dog in our house (I do want to say that this dog would never harm me or my family, or my cats, definitely not on purpose, but he will attack our other dog). And I also wish we didn't have so many pets because we would also have more money for ourselves. I've talked to my mum about giving them to other people to take care of, because also a lot of our pets werent our decision to keep. Back to the point, it just makes me so envious and upset looking online and seeing all of these people who can just blow money on whatever they want without a second thought. It's just not fair, I don't get to celebrate holidays like Christmas or my birthday, and i only get one life, childhood is meant to be the best time of your life, where your only worry is if you did your homework on time. I'm also autistic, and school is very hard for me (I don't go to a special needs school) and while I'm not in a year where my attendance is very important like GCSE year, it's still very bad, because if i can't get into a routine where i go to school for a full week (I usually only go about 2 days a week) and if this sticks for higher years in school, I won't have enough education to pass my GCSEs and then go to a good collage and get a good job, let alone get one at all. I don't know what I'm trying to get across by making this post, but I really hope someone feels the same way as me, and that my feelings of jealousy and anger can validate someone else's feelings.

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u/Hot-Consequence6789 — 4 days ago
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Is there a way to make these eyes look nice?

I really like the eye shape, but they happen to be one of the "I'm terrified for my life" eyes, I just want them to look normal. Is there any face combinations or face accessory to make them look less scared?

u/Hot-Consequence6789 — 6 days ago

I can't get over how much Stocking sounds like Marinette in season 2

Don't get me wrong, she's a great voice actor, but she sounds the same in every character she plays, even when it's a guy (Xingqui, Bennett) and it really doesn't fit stocking. I'm not only bothered by the unfortunate recast, but the fact Stockings new voice just sounds the same as every other Cristina Vee character. The season one VAs were like nothing I'd heard before, they captured the characters amazingly and sounded very unique

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u/Hot-Consequence6789 — 14 days ago

I'm trying to write the seven sins as characters in my interpretation of Hell, but I can't think of fitting eternal punishments. I want them to represent the opposite of their sin, as if something is preventing them. I love to see personal interpretations of the sins as characters, it's really fun how creative you can get with it. I commonly see them represented as high authority in hell, and they constantly have access to/can indulge in their respective sin, but I personally like the idea that in the human life, they were the worst of the worst in their sin, so the punishment of hell is more severe.

For Gluttony, I have the punishment of an ever starved body (bone is visible through skin) and lack of mouth, Gluttony is commonly associated with a rotten body, so I thought I could take it literally.

Pride, I'm thinking extreme insecurities, or they are looked down on by all, but I feel it could be more creative.

For Sloth, I was thinking something along the lines of eternal labor, or inability to sleep

I'm struggling to come up with any others, any help would be much appreciated.

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u/Hot-Consequence6789 — 20 days ago