u/Hot-Goat-4998 — reddlx

Can't stand being... Myself

I feel like I can't be myself anymore.

I can't stand myself or my own existence anymore.

I hate the moment I open my eyes in the morning, put my feet on the ground, and relive the same thing that happened yesterday, just like every day of the past years.

I thank God for every blessing, but I can't take it anymore.

I hate trying to be interesting and play the game right so people stay with me and don't get bored of me. I hate the moment I pick up my phone to see if anyone has messaged me.

I wish I could be someone else for just one hour, in someone else's body and soul, and experience what it feels like to be someone other than myself, even for just one hour. I can't even look in the mirror.

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u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 4 days ago

▲ 1 r/egyoffmychest

الشللية دمرتني و مش عارف اتعامل

أنا دلوقتي لو في مجال ابداعي بدون ذكر أي هو

بس لسبب ما زي كل مراحل حياتي مش عارف ولا حابب ادخل في الشلل ،و حاولت اقرب من ناس كتير و معرفتش غير قليل، و دة مش حبا اني اتلزق في الناس ولا احاول اعالج الوحدة، كدة كدة دة قدري لحد ما أنزل القبر

بس دة هيساعدني أبدع اكتر و اكون انجح، بس مهاراتي الاجتماعية اللي في الضياع تسببت اني مش عارف اسلك و المجال اللي أنا فية للأسف انقلب شللية بشكل مقرف خانق، خلاني احس اكتر اني outsider رغم اني عرفت احقق بعض النجاح بس لسة مش قادر احس اني معايا حد و حاسس.ب ضياع شديد و حزن على كل حاجة حصلت

و بسال لية أنا كدة و ازاي وصلت ل دة و انا موجود هنا في الحياة بعمل اية اصلا

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u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 8 days ago

▲ 57 r/Westlife

World of our Own was the best era

I've been doing a deep dive into Westlife's discography throughout their career, and I'm realizing more and more that World of Our Own and the 2001 era were absolutely their peak.

By that point, they had really matured musically. The album feels like they were doing more than just making generic pop ballads about a guy begging a girl to love him back lol.

What's interesting is that “World of Our Own” is probably their most important signature song that isn't a ballad, while “Uptown Girl” also became such an important part of their identity.

“Queen of My Heart” was a great album opener, and even the album tracks were really solid. The upbeat songs gave the album more variety, especially “When You Come Around,” which is essentially a Shane showcase, “Imaginary Diva,” which is driven by Mark, and “Bad Girls,” which is probably the closest Westlife ever got to exploring more openly sexual themes. Sadly, they never really went in that direction again.

Then you have the heartbreak ballads, which were phenomenal: “If Your Heart's Not in It,” “Why Do I Love You,” “I Wanna Grow Old With You,” “Angel,” and “I Cry,” which had a noticeably different musical style from their usual ballads.

And what I love most is that all five members had a place within the group's vocal dynamic.

Shane was clearly the main vocalist and frontman, while Mark and Brian were equally important as the two co-lead vocalists. Nicky and Kian mainly provided backing vocals, harmonies and ad-libs, but they also had some lead moments here and there, like in “Bad Girls,” “Uptown Girl,” “Walk Away,” and “Don't Let Me Go.”

For me, this is Westlife.

Going through their discography like this actually makes it harder for me to listen to some of the four-piece albums, particularly Back Home and Where We Are. To me, they sometimes feel like more generic and less interesting versions of what the five-piece lineup had already done.

I think I simply prefer their vocal dynamic as a full five-piece. There was something about those five voices together that gave Westlife a very specific identity, and World of Our Own is probably the album where that identity felt the most complete.

u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 12 days ago

▲ 26 r/egyoffmychest

أنا النهاردة انهارت تماما

مبدأيا أنا راجل ٢٩ سنه

رغم اني فقدت الأمل في الناس من بداية السنة دي و أعلنت لنفسي اني خلاص تقبلت الهزيمة من الحياة ، و انهزمت في كل حرب خضتها اني احسن من نفسي و محاولات التغلب على الوحدة و الخروج برا الصندوق و تغيير حياتي

لكن النهاردة مع خلاف بسيط في البيت لقيت نفسي بصرخ باعلي صوت و قطعت هدومي بأيدي و حسيت أن كتمان سنين طويلة و غضب من الحياة اللي عملتة فيا و شبابي اللي تقريبا ضاع هدر و الاكتئاب اللي انتصر عليا و هزمني بالقاضية و الشباب التانية اللي الحياة ادتهم كتير و الحظ خدمهم و اداني ضهرة ، كل دة جه في دماغي

بعدها انهارت تماما و وقعت على الأرض و بكييييت بكاء شديد لمدة تقريبا نص ساعة، كل الأحزان صحيت و للاسف اكتشفت اني لسة بحس و لسة عندي مرارة رغم اسلامي للهزيمة

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u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 15 days ago

▲ 4 r/EgySexEducation

ريحة رجلين البنت

لو واحدة حلوة اوي و 10/10 و جامدة يعني بس ريحة رجليها مش احسن حاجة حتى لو شكل رجليها نضيف بس بتطلع منها ريحة زي شيبسي بالجبنه كدا و عرقانه على طول، دي مشكلة؟

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u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 15 days ago

▲ 2 r/CAIRO

ازاي أحمي نفسي من الخيانة

ازاي أنا ك راجل أو أي راجل سنجل و بفكر في الارتباط احمي نفسي من الخيانة، في زمن زي دة بنسمع كتير على حوادث خيانه بشكل شبة يومي

ازاي أحمي نفسي و اختار ازاي انسانه كويسة تصلح للجواز

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u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 29 days ago

▲ 14 r/EgySexEducation

الناس في اي حته في العالم بتستخدم ريديت في معلومات مفيدة و تبادل ثقافات، المصري على ريديت :

u/Hot-Goat-4998 — 1 month ago