I need advice
So.. my first post here and it's venting, sadly I don't have anyone to vent to so.. yesterday I started cutting after realizing my parents stopped believing in me it's my first year in highschool but I'm failing.. is it normal that I feel the need to self harm just because of my father? For some reason I want him to feel the guilt about my pain since he kinda caused it.. does anyone have any tips about hiding scars?