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At this rate I'll have 284,838,284 fanfic drafts

Alguna vez consideré estudiar todo lo referente a leyes y economía porque quisiera meterme en la política, realmente me parece que hay que hacer cambios en el país, la seguridad deja mucho que desear, el congreso es demasiado corrupto y creo que solo ven por ellos mismos, nosotros como ciudadanos nos merecemos algo mejor tipo, un sueldo más alto, hay gente viviendo en zonas que no deberían ser habitadas y deberían tener una casa en un lugar más seguro, han implementado leyes inútiles que en nada aportan y un montón de cosas más

PERO...

Al paso que vamos es imposible

I feel that, knowing that Rei, maybe not so well, but what do you say?

If they had grown up together, how well or badly could it have turned out? I feel like they would argue a lot but still have mutual respect (I can't ship Kaworei up, they seem like separate siblings or cousins at most, for me 💀)

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Emmm, es como..Kaworu yandere, p-pero eh...

Bueno, no es exactamente el tropo yandere, según un concepto vago que se me ocurrió después de leer doujinshi toda la noche de ayer, tuve una pequeña idea: Kaworu se obsesiona un poco con Shinji porque supuestamente quería hacerlo feliz (y esto considerando la suerte de Kaworu en la serie y las películas)

Ahora imagina una nueva línea temporal, tal vez la del final de 3.0+1.0, donde todos llevan vidas normales. Supongamos que Kaworu quiere acercarse a Shinji otra vez y así recuperar lo que tenían en bucles temporales anteriores (episodio 24 y sus borradores, Rebuild 3.33 y un poco de headcanons) pero sería difícil porque aparentemente solo él recuerda las cosas, obviamente tiene que empezar de cero.

Además, saber que tiene "competencia" (aunque esto es solamente un temor, no un hecho como tal) y la sensación de no acostumbrarse del todo a llevar una vida ordinaria sin esperar morir en cualquier momento, lo hace sentirse raro, pero no lo demuestra, de hecho, no expresa sus verdaderas emociones en la mayoría de casos e intenta parecer un tipo tranquilo.

Shinji a la larga se empieza a dar cuenta de que algo anda mal con el otro y decide darle espacio para que resuelva sus problemas o al menos intentar que se abra un poco y busque ayuda. Nagisa de hecho termina exteriorizando un poco sus emociones, pero lo hace mal como consecuencia de haberse reprimido tanto (no lo gestiona como se debe) y en lugar de hacer que Shinji lo aprecie ocurre lo contrario y eso lo hace querer tirar la toalla.

(Este es el segundo fic donde hago llorar a Kaworu, pero juro que éste sí podría terminar bien, lo prometo 🙏) Realmente sería una buena idea o estoy muy intoxicado por el internet? Xd

Amiguito, tengo mucha inspiración, no sé si debería hacerlo de un solo capítulo, varios o capaz dedicarle un animatic para resumir la trama (soy terrible para animar) inspirenme porfa y revivamos el sub 💔😔

Emmm yandere kawoshin b-but ehh...

Well, I don't think it's exactly the yandere trope; according to a vague concept I formed after reading doujinshi all night yesterday I had a small idea, like, Kaworu becoming "a little" obsessed with Shinji, considering his ending in previous time loops, because he supposedly wanted to make Shinji happy (and according to Nagisa in thrice upon a time, they were similar, that's why he liked him)

Now imagine a new timeline, perhaps the one at the end in 3.0+1.0 where everyone leads normal lives and all that. Let's suppose Kaworu wants to get closer to Shinji and recover what they had in previous time loops (AHeM episode 24 and drafts, rebuild 3.33 and fanon shit) but it would be difficult because apparently only he remembers things, and obviously he has to start from scratch, and somehow knowing he has "competition" (Asuka, Rei, Mari(??? Kensuke, Toji) and the feeling of not fitting into that normal world or rather, not getting completely used to leading an ordinary life without expecting to die at any moment makes him weird, but he doesn't show it; in fact, he doesn't express his true emotions and try to look like a chill guy.

Shinji, realizing that something is wrong, decides to give him space, or maybe try to get him to open up a little at least. Kaworu actually ends up somewhat externalizing how he feels, but he probably does it bad as a consequence of having repressed so much, and rather than making Shinji like him, it pushes him away, and that makes him feel worse.

(This is already the second fic where I make Kaworu suffer but I swear this could end well, I swear 🙏)

(excuse my terrible English, it's not my first language)

I'm serious, I don't know what the problem is, but in at least two Evangelion subreddits, if you even think about mentioning Kaworu or Kawoshin, you'll literally get hateful or homophobic comments, to the point that they have to ban your post because of how terrible it gets. Sometimes nothing is even necessary; they ban it as soon as they know it's a post with either of the two themes.

Dude, it's just a gay pixel that some fans like to ship with the protagonist because they have chemistry, wtf

Anyway, at least I had a good time here(? The sub is a bit weird but at least it doesn't reach the awful levels of r/evangelion or r/Evangelionmemes Or at least I've gotten to see the quieter side of this community

Kaworu y Rei son mis hijos, tengo sus fotos de bebés, lo juro

Kaworu, hijo mío, te quiero mucho /procede a amargarle su vida en un fanfic (Rei no se merece tanto sufrimiento lol)

I had a virtual friend for 4 years and at some point I started to like her, but at the time I didn't say anything.

I ve gotten over it now and just talked about it to get it off my chest. It was literally one of the things I needed to get out of my system if I wanted to get better against depression.

However, my mistake was not clarifying that, that it was simply a burden. She took it badly and now she's ignoring me. And it hurts me deeply to have lost her friendship

Four days passed and I cried so much that my heart hurts, I have tachycardia, my body is weak and I feel like I'm going to faint. It's like a part of me is dying because I really trusted her with important things, and she gave me great advice. She was literally my only real friend, even if she was from another country.

If I had known she would take things so badly, I would never have brought it up and would have internalized everything if it meant we would remain friends.

When I said I liked her, I didn't mean for her to be my girlfriend or anything, I just wanted to let go of that. I've survived thousands of terrible things in my life, and yet it was a friendship that almost finished me off.

Hey guys, it's your friend Lemon here with more fanfic ideas! xd (Actually, this is the first time I've joined this sub in search of 5 minutes of fame)

Umm... this one's more like a joke ship with Chainsaw Man x Evangelion where adult Kaworu was trying to get over his breakup with Shinji and that's when he met Angel Devil at a nearby McDonald's or KFC or whatever

Anyway, it remained just a draft, but I wanted to know your opinions on whether to release it or not, Please don't leave me alone with this, I NEED ADVICE ON MY DELUSIONS 💔

By the way, uhh, recommend some Evangelion fanfics to read. I have a YouTube channel and I want to take advantage of it to upload something fun xd I promise to add English subtitles to my videos :>

Hey guys, it's your friend Lemon here with more fanfic ideas! xd

Umm... this one's more personal, it was a joke ship with Chainsaw Man x Evangelion where adult Kaworu was trying to get over his breakup with Shinji and that's when he met Angel Devil at a nearby McDonald's or KFC or whatever

Anyway, it remained just a draft, but I wanted to know your opinions on whether to release it or not.

By the way, uhh, recommend some Evangelion fanfics to read. I have a YouTube channel and I want to take advantage of it to upload something fun xd I promise to add English subtitles to my videos :>

Hoal chicos, aquí su amiga limón con más ideas de fanfics xd

Esteeee errr....este es más personal, era de un ship tipo en joda de chainsaw man x Evangelion donde el Kaworu adulto trataba de superar su ruptura con Shinji y en eso Angel Devil se lo ligaba (se conocieron en la esquina de un McDonald's y a los meses empezaron a hacer la socialización)

En fin, eso se quedo en un mero borrador pero quería saber sus opiniones sobre si sacarlo a la luz o no

X cierto ehhh recomienden fanfics para leer, tengo un canal de Youtube y quiero aprovechar para subir algo divertido xd

I just lost all my friends and I'm feeling a bit sad, anyway, unleash your creativity, I need ideas for writing

Oh, by the way, I wanted to join Kawoshin's Discord server yesterday, but nobody's responding, and I was supposed to write in the "help" channel, where did I find the server (I don't know how to use Discord, help)