Pissed and I am Ranting

Well, I had my appointment with my mental health provider that I’ve been saying for six months and then prior to that I saw her for other things so I’ve known her for a couple years now and the Pharmacy called her before I ever got to tell her anything that I was getting prescribed OxyContin and oxycodone i’ve been on these for only three weeks my bad typo 4 weeks and our last appointment was over a month ago by the way, I don’t have the OxyContin in my possession it still is at the pharmacy, but I was being prescribed that and she goes. I am no longer prescribing Klonopin. It is dangerous and I’m not losing my license so I am basically fucked. I don’t know. I live in a small town and hopefully my pain management continues to prescribe my medication‘s. They know I’m on a benzodiazepine. It comes up in my drug test that I do and the pain management used to prescribe it to me and then they told me to find mental health which I did and everything was fine until the Pharmacy had intervene and call her before I ever had a chance to let her know what was going on. oh and my pain management doctor was absolutely unavailable the front desk. There would not answer their phone all day long. I left several voicemails still no answers on what is happening and now the pharmacy is saying they don’t have the new script of oxycodone and the new dose I have it in my phone that it was sent over she goes. Oh well that doesn’t matter. I need an actual prescription. I said she sent it the same day one OxyContin and then an hour later oxycodone they were sent completely separate. I swear the Pharmacy is up to something and the fact that they called my provider. I don’t know anymore.

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 2 days ago

Update

Hello I just wanted to update you on my withdrawal from generic Subutex to methadone and then to oxycodone I go into severe withdrawal mode every morning and during the day the oxycodone wears off in 3 hours and then it’s no energy pain for an hour before I can take the next pill
This transition has been hard I have to pack my apartment by the 26th and deal with this withdrawal mode plus all my back issues
So my PD changed my meds to 2 OxyContin and up to 5 oxycodone but the pharmacy was like we don’t have any then next day oh we have them but need to speak with your doctor
Well she wasn’t available I am so over this pharmacist they know I’m in withdrawal severe diarrhea, sweating stomach cramps, but wanted my doctor to say yes she needs this etc but during our appointment she said start asap and they are closed during the weekend the pharmacy and obviously the doctor
I will be switching pharmacy also they were like we only have 56 not 60 and that’s all you get we won’t give the rest of the 4 to you like really lie to me first and then not give it to me after saying oh we have it now
Plus not entire prescribed medication
I’m just in pain and upset about all of this
My PM doctor said withdrawal from buprenorphine can take up to three months
To be normal again I’m just so tired of the black cat 🐈‍⬛ following me
Needed to rant about how hard this switch has been

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 4 days ago

Confused again

So my insurance will not cover a decent amount of methadone so my doctor is putting me on the highest dose that Medicaid will pay for 10 mg six times a day of oxycodone. How do I make the switch from methadone to oxycodone without my receptors being fully blocked
Allowing the oxycodone to work
because I’ve been on methadone. Today will be day two by Monday when I pick up the med of oxycodone it
will be five days and the amount of methadone I take is only 20 mg a day, but it stacks up is what I’m told has anyone been through this have any advice would be greatly appreciated thank you and this is through a pain clinic by the way and it’s been a roller coaster as well..
One more thing I was on subutex and for a long time last dose of that was on Tuesday this week so by Monday it will be 7 days off of subutex and then off of Methadone
And into oxycodone I feel like I’m going crazy and up and down

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 27 days ago

Took first dose

So I have to break up a 10 mg methadone pill and it’s causing me to have a weird taste as it’s breaking down I don’t feel
Much relief yet but I’m so anxious right now I’m trying to calm down in order to make this work I’m coming off of subutex onto methadone 5 mg 4 times a day of methadone
Subutex was 8 mg 4 times a day so yeah it’s def a huge difference between the 2 and my body is def feeling strange I’m scared tbh

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 29 days ago

Switching

Hello, I’m new to this group so I am going to get off of Subutex. I took my last dose yesterday morning and I will wait for withdrawals to set in before I begin I need my receptors open enough to take the methadone
Has anyone ever gone through this process. If so, how long did it take for the methadone to start working and does it actually help with pain? I want off the subutex

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 29 days ago

Switching

Hello, I’m new to this group so I am going to get off of Subutex. I took my last dose this morning and I will wait for withdrawals to set in before I begin methadone as anyone ever gone through this process. If so, how long did it take for the methadone to start working and does it actually help with pain?

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 29 days ago
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Question

I did a Dire needs today with my DDS worker his office and called the senators office explaining how I have applied in September of 2025 and no call backs after leaving 4 voicemails with the DDS worker no return calls it’s been 2 weeks since my last voicemail
I also have no funds to live or help with bills plus feed my ESA dog
At stage 3 w/ssdi yellow and stage 2 w/ssi
Filing a congressional inquiry is what I did today and I have back injections on the 18th this procedure needs to be put in my files it should be it’s in 3 days
I think choosing to do a congressional inquiry was best choice for my situation I personally can’t
Pay rent next month or keep my phone to stay connected for my health care needs and with SSDI or SSI both
Anyone get a quick response doing this and was it a good outcome?
I will be asking for help with a place for rent

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 2 months ago

Falsifying documents

I just figured out that Anaconda Housing Authority, which is now section 8 based falsified records before they sent out me a noncompliance for not getting my dog spayed during her heat cycle, which could’ve caused her to bleed out. It’s huge and I’m going all the way with this.

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u/Hot-Taro-1979 — 2 months ago