Despair is all I feel
She was my first official gf, we dated and talked everyday and everynight for basically 8 months, all of a sudden she left even though she seemed to and told me she loved me as strongly as I love her.
I know she doesn't "owe" me an explanation, but I really feel empty without even being able to hear her voice (she broke up on dms and refused to talk to me irl or on call) I have absolutely no clue of anything wrong I might have done, I always treated her as the most precious girl in the universe.