u/Hour_University9410

I was out of town visiting family and received a call from my significant other who had our Maltese in the car on the way to the vet hospital because she had woke up coughing and fell over and was unresponsive. He had given her mouth to mouth and revived her but at the hospital she went 2 times and the 2nd time they couldn’t revive her. She had a heart murmur that I didn’t know about. She’s always been in good health and has went for vet checks yearly so I’m just shocked this happened. We had her 12 years and she was the sweetest dog I’ve ever had in my life.

I work from home and she’s is always by my side all day and now that she’s not here I can’t stop crying. I miss her so much I just don’t know what to do. I keep looking at the floor next to my desk and she’s not there like she normally is while I’m working and it hurts so much i just hate it.