u/Howlsmovingcastles

Please share your baddies. Ideally 100k+

Keeping it open for all tropes and ratings. Hit me with your bests!

Ty 🤍

In search of god-tier fanfic recs for this pairing, ideally 100k+. Keeping it open for all tropes and ratings. Hit me with your bests!

Ty 🤍

I have been dreaming of my high school best friend and Student Council president limerent object from 12th grade. I dream we are in our old Student Council room and having new meetings as sort of returning 'visitors'. My LO graduated a year before me and once he left my best friend and I were both in Student Council our senior year and spent a significant amount of time together doing StuCo related activities.

Its so strange. I havent seen or spoken to either of them in a really long time. Over 14 years actually. Yet they live rent free in my head.

About a month ago I was very close to reaching out to said best friend but decided against it because I feared the interaction (or lack thereof) would cause me too much pain/distress and make my mental health worse than it already is (I have BD and also very likely ADHD).

Does anybody else relate to similar dreams? It bothers me that my cerebrum refuses to move on after so many years. I just want peace and quiet. These people are not in my life anymore and I've survived without them for a long time what is point of these useless dreams?! 😑

I'm engrossed by this series. I love it so much second after the Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul Universe. I love the 'fanfic' take on a world swamped by superheroes. Its realistic and I buy the premise of the story.

But the more I watch it, the more I find myself feeling disgusted with Homelander's character. He's a grandiose narc and god damn it I want to see him on his knees 😭 he's such a vile person I could never admire or befriend someone like this. Homelander doesnt give a shit about anyone other than himself. I feel no pity or sympathy for him. I cant bring myself to after all the pain and suffering he has caused. He probably needs love but for it to even make a change on him he needs to be humbled and stripped of all power. And even then I think he may be too far down the rabbit hole.

I wont give any spoilers but does anyone else in here feel the same? Even better someone else love this man and have a different view point?

Edit: i only care about infp thoughts on this topic which is why i am coming to post here and not on other subreddit.

I keep having dreams about college housing. Even though I havent been a student for many years now 🤣 one of the places I return to a lot is the first apartment I ever lived in. These are never bad dreams. I had the best time there. I do often dream I am looking for a new apartment or house and new roommates. And I am stressed out because I can't find what I am looking for. For example one house was unsafe to live in and I was so frustrated I was stuck with a lease there.

Has anyone else have dreams about this? What could this mean?

Some people dream they are late to their finals. But for me my college dreams are always about housing. I have no idea why these dreams keep popping up. I own a home and am very well off that losing my home is honestly not a concern.