u/Humble_Committee_577

It seems so hopeless, I don't want to start over but maybe it'd be best if I got this pent up tension out? Idk if I'm trying to bargain or what, I'm just so uncomfortable.

I keep being tempted by these urges, I keep peeking again and again but never fully relapsing, I'm going insane. Why is my body like this, it's like it's battling my rational mind at every turn.

I keep being tempted by these urges, I keep peeking again and again but never fully relapsing, I'm going insane. Why is my body like this, it's like it's battling my rational mind at every turn.

I wish I never edged, because now all I can think about it ending my streak. I don't want to but I feel like such a hypocrite.

Helped needed. My brain keeps telling me that there's so many games I haven't played through, and that I should "just make sure" they're nothing special. Says the same about regular porn as well, but this is something I'm going mad thinking about. Porn games are far more addicting in my experience, I guess because they're interactable.

But this past day or two, the temptations have made their random appearance, because I've been feeling guilty and upset over a series of sexual dreams (without nocturnal emission) and it's like I'm starting to psych myself out by focusing on them, which just brings that lust to me, yet I also want guidance on how to deal with it.

Got past 90 days, and it's been, by the grace of God no doubt, rather simple for me. Temptations only come up sporadically, and I can forget about them.

This past day or two, the temptations have made their random appearance, and particularly I've been feeling guilty and upset over a series of sexual dreams (without nocturnal emission) and I feel like I'm starting to psych myself out by focusing on it, which just brings that lust right back to me, yet I also want to get guidance on how to deal with it. I've seen mixed responses on whether or not lustful dreams are demonic or not, but either way it's gotten me feeling very wrong.