u/IJustWantToBeWealthy

Kerli just announced she will be having a live performance in San Diego on 08/22. I've been wanting to see her live for years. I can't believe this!!!!!!!

26M, 26F. To keep it short, my girlfriend of 3 months constantly asks me questions about: Do I find her beautiful? Am I the best sex you ever had? Am I the tightest? Do I get the most wet? Am I the hottest girlfriend you've had?

I have never talked about my previous relationships in depth, and when I have talked about it, I was extremely cognizant to not mention something that could be disrespectful or cause insecurities and jealously.

When out and about, if an attractive guy passes by us or is approaching us, I will notice her look for a few seconds or even do a double take. She claims in these instances that she does this to everyone. She constantly tells me to call her beautiful throughout the day, and I try to, but sometimes I forget to causing her to get a bit frustrated. The thing that sort of set me off was a discussion came up about age gap relationships while watching a reality TV show and she mentioned that she used to like dating older men. She said nearly verbatim that he was "Cool and had a big dick." I have never mentioned the vagina size or feel of ANYONE I have been with.

I just don't know what to do. I always answer her questions by saying yes but it never seems like enough.

Does anyone know how good the viewing experience is in VIP at Waterfront Park? I'm flying in from Denver and saw him this year at Red Rocks in Row 5 and want a similar experience in San Diego but don't see a reserved section.

I can't help it. I can't claim to be straight any longer. I want to suck a dick so bad and swallow someone's cum. Id also love to bottom and just relinquish control to a guy.

I'm so bi it's not even debatable at this point. I crave a cock down my throat. I'd love a fwb where I could surface him 3-5 times a week.

Any one else in the same boat? I received a formal diagnosis for ADHD about 6 months ago and I was wondering if anyone has overcome their aversion to eye contact. I am in my mid 20s now and have had an aversion to eye contact as long as I can remember.

Eye contact feels intimate, it feels as if I am looking into someone's soul. It feels as if I am overloaded with information when I make eye contact lasting more than 1 second with another person. It feels as if they can see into me. When others make eye contact and they are pleased with my presence, it's emotionally overwhelming and I become fidgety and uncomfortable. I've experienced this with every friend, family, and previous partners. In combination with having OCD, at times I will have intrusive thoughts that say things like "They can see how weird you are" "They want to fuck you" "They despise you."

The only thing that lessens this effect briefly is alcohol in excess but the effect is short lived; lasting maybe 15-45 minutes and followed by crippling anxiety. I sadly rarely find myself fully comfortable in the presence of others for an extended duration. I find myself mask around others and feel like a fragmented being with multiple personas, all acting depending on the situation to avoid social consequence. I switch into the different masks as effortlessly as breathing.

I am really writing this because I yearn to be understood and heard. I feel alone and it saddens me to feel this way. Who else experiences this?