u/Icy-Reason5247

Late night jam.

Don’t forget me.

I looked into your eyes and something inside me understood who you were.

We built something, and then burned it down.

All we knew was chaos.
Chaos was our safety.

I loved you.

I don’t know when love turned into hate.

I saw myself in you. And I hate myself.

I will always love you.

Don’t forget the way I held you when death surrounded us.

When darkness was our home.

Don’t forget me

And I will never forget you.

Time is of the essence,
Fuck the essence
And fuck forgiveness
I will live in bitterness and scorn the proud
I will dwell in hate, and I will mock there downfall
And when it is over
I will weep a river
I will break in pieces
Because vengeance did not deliver what it promised.

The fire was a welcome warmth,
I sat there watching you.
Not sure how long we’d been here.
You looked back at me and smiled.

I could tell you were at peace. There are no need for words, i understand. I hope you know that brother.

When I woke up, I was alone.
You made your final escape from the hell that life can be. I don’t blame you, I don’t hate you. But God I miss you.

Time is of the essence,
Fuck the essence
And fuck forgiveness
I will live in bitterness and scorn the proud
I will dwell in hate, and I will mock there downfall
And when it is over
I will weep a river
I will break in pieces
Because vengeance did not deliver what it promised.

I’ve tried to run, run, run
He can see me.
He knows who I am,
I am a child, a pretender.
I’ve lost the will to live,
And yet he chases me.
Love is cruelty to those are afraid.
I am afraid
And still he won’t let me go.

If God is dead then why does he keep tormenting me?

It starts as a gentle knock on my door,
Ive let her in before
She asks, she begs, she threatens.
I put my fingers in my ears and close my eyes.
I won’t let her in.
Her name is chaos, and with her she brings death.

Does anyone else feel like Dimitri? Willing to change and devote yourself but chaos follows you every where you go. God damn